He resolved also, though with a shudder, to commit himself to
Gammon and Titmouse's mercy, by handing to them (though a fearful farce
it seemed) his two notes of hand for £10,000--_payable on demand_--for
such Gammon intimated was usual in such a case, and would be required in
the present one. But whither was he to look for security for the payment
of £10,000 within eighteen months' time? This was a matter which indeed
staggered him, and almost prostrated his energies whenever he directed
them to the subject; it occasioned him inexpressible agitation and
anguish. Individuals there were, he believed--he knew--who would
cheerfully enter into the desired security on his behalf; but what a
mockery! For them to be asked to secure _his_ payment of the sum, at the
time mentioned, was, in effect, palpably asking them to pay the money
for him; and in that light they could not but view such an application.
The reader will easily understand the potency of such considerations
upon so sensitive and high-minded a person as Mr. Aubrey. While
revolving these distracting and harassing topics in his mind, the name
of Lord De la Zouch always presented itself to him. Had he not
solemnly--repeatedly--_pledged_ himself to communicate with that kind,
and wealthy, and generous nobleman, in such an emergency as the present?
His Lordship's income was at least eighty or a hundred thousand pounds
a-year; his habits were simple and unostentatious, though he was of a
truly munificent disposition; and he had not a large and expensive
family--his only child being Mr. Delamere. He had ever professed, and,
as far as he had hitherto had an opportunity, proved himself to be a
devoted, a most affectionate friend to Mr. Aubrey:--did not Providence,
then, seem to point him out distinctly as one who should be applied to,
to rescue from destruction a fallen friend? And why should Aubrey
conjure up an array of imaginary obstacles, arising out of a diseased
delicacy? And whom were such scruples reducing to destitution along with
him!--his wife, his children, his devoted and noble-minded sister! But,
alas! the thought of sweet Kate suggested another source of exquisite
pain and embarrassment to Aubrey, who well knew the ardent and
inextinguishable passion for her entertained by young Delamere. 'Twas
true that, to pacify his father, and also not to grieve or harass Miss
Aubrey by the constant attentions with which he would have otherwise
followed her, he had consented to devote himself with great assiduity
and ardor to his last year's studies at Oxford; yet was he by no means
an infrequent visitor at Vivian Street, resolutely regardless of the
earnest entreaties of Miss Aubrey, and even of her brother. Not that
there was ever anything indelicate or obtrusive in his attentions;--how
could it be? Alas! Kate really loved him, and it required no very great
acuteness in Delamere to discover it. He was as fine, handsome a young
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