fellow as you could see anywhere; frank, high-spirited, accomplished,
with an exceedingly elegant deportment, and simple, winning manners--and
could she but be touched with a lively sense of the noble
disinterestedness of his attachment to her! I declare that Kate wrote
him several letters, in _bonâ fide_ dissuasion of his addresses, and
which wore such a genuine and determined air of repulsion, as would have
staggered most men; but young Delamere cared not one straw for any of
them: let Kate vary her tone as she pleased, he told her simply that he
had sent them to his mother, who said they were very good letters
indeed; so he would make a point of reading all she would send him, and
so forth. When Kate, with too solemn an emphasis to be mistaken or
encountered with raillery, assured him that nothing upon earth should
prevail upon her to quit her present station in her brother's family, at
all events until he had completely surmounted all his troubles,
Delamere, with looks of fond admiration, would reply that it signified
nothing, as he was prepared to wait her pleasure, and submit to any
caprice or unkindness in which her heart would allow her to indulge. I
must own that poor Kate was, on more than one occasion of his exhibiting
traits of delicate generosity towards her brother, so moved and melted
towards her lover, that she could--shall I say it?--have sunk into his
arms in silent and passionate acquiescence; for her heart had, indeed,
long been really his.--But whither am I wandering?--To return, then--I
say, that when Mr. Aubrey adverted for a moment to this state of things,
was it not calculated a thousand-fold to enhance the difficulty of his
applying _to the father of Delamere_? So indeed it was; and, torn with
conflicting emotions and considerations of this kind, nearly the whole
of the fortnight granted to him for deliberation had elapsed, before he
could make up his mind to apply to Lord De la Zouch. At length, however,
with a sort of calm desperation, he determined to do so; and when he had
deposited in the Post-Office his letter--one in every line of which the
noble and generous person to whom it was addressed might easily detect
the writhings of its writer's wounded spirit--the quiverings of a broken
heart--he looked indeed a melancholy object. The instant that, by
dropping his letter into the box, he had irrecoverably parted with all
control over it, and to Lord De la Zouch it must go, Aubrey felt as if
he would have given the world to recall it. Never had he heaved so many
profound sighs, and felt so utterly miserable and destitute, as during
his walk homeward that afternoon. Those dear beings did not know of the
step he had intended to take; nor did he tell them that he had taken it.
When he saw his sister he felt sick at heart; and during the whole of
the evening was so oppressed and subdued, that the faint anxious
raillery of lovely Mrs. Aubrey and Kate, and the unconscious
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