and his mental energies in full vigor, he looked on these blessings as a
sort of guarantee from Heaven that he should be able to carry on a
successful, though it might be a long and wearisome, struggle with
adverse circumstances. Still it cost him a very painful effort to assume
and preserve that exterior of tranquillity, which should calm and assure
the beloved beings associated with him in this hour of peril and
suffering; and oftener than they chose to let him know of it, did the
keen eye of a wife's, and sister's love, detect the gloom and oppression
which darkened his countenance, and saddened his manner. Theirs was,
notwithstanding all I have said, a happy little home. He was generally
punctual to his dinner-hour, to a moment; knowing the thousand fears on
his account which would otherwise assail the fond beings who were
counting the minutes till his arrival. When they had once thus met, they
seldom separated till bed-time. Sometimes Miss Aubrey would sit down to
her piano, and accompany herself in some song or air, which equally,
whether merry or mournful, revived innumerable touching and tender
recollections of former days; and she often ceased, tremulously and in
tears, in which she was not unfrequently joined by both of those who had
been listening to her. Then he would betake himself to his labors for
the rest of the evening (not quitting the room), they either assisting
him--fair and eager amanuenses! or themselves reading, or engaged at
needlework. Oh! it was ecstasy, too, to that poor oppressed father to
enter into the wild sports and gambols of his light-hearted little ones,
Charles and Agnes, who always made their appearance for about a couple
of hours after dinner; to tell them "stories;" to listen to theirs; to
show them pictures; to hear Charles read; and to join heartily in their
frolics, even rolling about on the floor with them! But when he paused
for a moment, and his wife and Kate succeeded him as their playmates,
for a short interval; when his eye followed their movements--what sudden
and sharp pangs would pass through his heart, as he thought of the
future, and what was to become of them!--And when their maid arrived at
the appointed hour, causing all sport instantly to cease, and longing
looks to be directed to papa and mamma, saying as plainly as could be
said, "only a _few_ minutes more," how fondly would he embrace them! and
when he felt their tiny arms clasping his neck and caressing him, and
their kisses "all over" his face, feelings were excited within him,
which were too deep for utterance--which defy description. 'Tis said--I
know not with what truth--of Robespierre, as an instance of his fearful
refinement in cruelty, that a person of distinction who had become
obnoxious to him he formally condemned to death, but allowed to remain
in the torturing, the excruciating presence of his lovely family; he and
they aware, all the while, that his doom was _irrevocable_, inevitable;
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