was he! He caught, on that memorable occasion, a sudden glimpse even of
his own real inner man--of his infernal SELFISHNESS and HYPOCRISY--and
involuntarily shuddered! Yes--he was striving to fascinate his
_victims_!--those whom he was fast pressing on to the verge of
destruction--against whom he was, at that moment, meditating profound
and subtle schemes of mischief! At length they all got into animated
conversation.
Though infinitely charmed by the unaffected simplicity and frankness of
their manners, he experienced a sad and painful consciousness at not
having made the least _way_ with them. Though physically near to them,
he seemed yet really at an unapproachable distance--and particularly
from Miss Aubrey. He felt that the courtesy bestowed upon him was
accidental, the result merely of his present position, and of the
intelligence which he had come to communicate. It was not
_personal_--'twas nothing to _Gammon himself_; it would never be
renewed, unless he should renew his device! There was not the faintest
semblance of _sympathy_ between them and him. Fallen as they were into a
lower sphere, they had yet about them, so to speak, a certain atmosphere
of conscious personal consequence, derived from high birth and
breeding--from superior feelings and associations--from a native
frankness and dignity of character, which was indestructible and
inalienable; and which chilled and checked undue advances of any sort.
They were still the Aubreys of Yatton, and he in their presence, still
Mr. Gammon of the firm of Quirk, Gammon, and Snap, of Saffron Hill--and
all this, too, without--on the part of the Aubreys--the least effort,
the least intention, or even consciousness. No, there had not been
exhibited towards him the faintest indication of hauteur. On the
contrary, he had been treated with perfect cordiality and frankness.
Yet, dissatisfaction and vexation were, he scarce knew at the moment
why, pervading his whole soul. Had he accurately analyzed his own
feelings he would have discovered the real clause--_in his own
unreasonable, unjustifiable wishes and intentions_! But to return, they
talked of Titmouse, and his mode of life and conduct--of his expected
alliance with the Lady Cecilia, at the mention of which Gammon's quick
eye detected a passing smile of scorn on Miss Aubrey's fine countenance,
that was _death to all his own fond and ambitious hopes_. After he had
been sitting with them for scarcely an hour, he detected Miss Aubrey
stealthily glancing at her watch, and at once arose to take his
departure with a very easy and graceful air, expressing an apprehension
that he had trespassed upon their kindness. He was cordially assured to
the contrary; but at the same time was not invited either to prolong
his stay, or renew his visit. Miss Aubrey made him, he thought, as he
inclined towards her, _rather_ a formal courtesy; and the tone of
voice--soft and silvery--in which she said "good-night, Mr. Gammon,"
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