fell on his eager ear, and sank into his vexed heart, like music. On
quitting the house, a deep sigh of disappointment escaped him. As he
gazed for a moment with longing eyes at the windows of the room in which
Miss Aubrey was sitting, he felt profound depression of spirit. He had
altogether _failed_; and he had a sort of insupportable consciousness
that he deserved to fail, on every account. Her image was before his
mind's eye every moment while he was threading his way back to his
chambers in Thavies' Inn. He sat for an hour or two before the remnant
of his fire, lost in a revery; and sleep came not to his eyes till a
very late hour in the morning.
Just as the tortuous mind of Gammon was loosing hold of its sinister
purposes in sleep, Mr. Aubrey might have been seen taking his seat in
his little study, having himself spent a restless night. 'Twas little
more than half-past four o'clock when he entered, candle in hand, the
scene of his early and cheerful labors, and sat down before his table,
which was covered with loose manuscripts and books. His face was
certainly overcast with anxiety, but his soul was calm and resolute.
Having lit his fire, he placed his shaded candle upon the table, and
leaning back for a moment in his chair, while the flickering increasing
light of his crackling fire and of the candle, revealed to him, with a
sense of indescribable snugness, his shelves crammed with books, and the
window covered with an ample crimson curtain, effectually excluding the
chill morning air--he reflected with a heavy sigh upon the precarious
tenure by which he held the little comforts yet thus left to him. Oh,
thought he--if Providence saw fit to relieve me from the frightful
pressure of liability under which I am bound to the earth, at what
labor, at what privation would I repine! What gladness would not spring
up in my heart!--But rousing himself from vain thoughts of this kind, he
began to arrange his manuscripts; when his ear caught a sound on the
stair--'twas the light stealthy step of his sister, coming down to
perform her promised undertaking--not an unusual one by any means--to
transcribe for the press the manuscript which he expected to complete
that morning. "My sweet Kate," said he, tenderly, as she entered with
her little chamber light, extinguishing it as she entered,--"I am really
grieved to see you stirring so early--do, dearest Kate--go back to bed."
But she kissed his cheek affectionately, and refused to do any such
thing; and telling him of the restless night she had passed, of which
indeed her pale and depressed features bore but too legible evidence,
she sat herself down in her accustomed place, nearly opposite to him;
gently cleared away space enough for her little desk, and then opening
it, was presently engaged in her delightful task--for to her it _was_
indeed delightful--of copying out her brother's composition. Thus she
sat, silent and industrious--scarce opening her lips, except to ask him
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