'Twas she indeed; and this was her last visit to her conservatory. Many
rare, delicate, and beautiful flowers were there. The air was laden with
the fragrant odors which they exhaled, as it were in sighs, on account
of the dreaded departure of their lovely mistress. At length she
stooped down, and, in stooping, a tear fell right upon the small sprig
of geranium which she gently detached from its stem, and placed in her
bosom. "Sweet flowers," thought she, "who will tend you as I have tended
you, when I am gone? Why do you look now more beautiful than ever you
did before?"--Her eye presently fell upon the spot on which, till the
day before, had stood her aviary. Poor Kate had sent it, as a present,
to Lady De la Zouch, and it was then at Fotheringham Castle. What a
flutter there used to be among the beautiful little creatures, when they
perceived Kate's approach! She turned her head away. She felt oppressed,
and attributed it to the closeness of the conservatory--the strength of
the odors given out by the numerous flowers; but it was sorrow that
oppressed her; and she was in a state at once of mental excitement and
physical exhaustion. The last few weeks had been an interval of
exquisite suffering. She could not be happy alone, nor yet bear the
company of her brother and sister-in-law, or their innocent and lovely
children. Quitting the conservatory with a look of lingering fondness,
she passed along into the house with a hurried step, and escaped,
unobserved, to her chamber--the very chamber in which the reader
obtained his first distant and shadowy glimpse of her; and in which, now
entering it silently and suddenly, the door being only closed, not shut,
she observed her faithful little maid Harriet, sitting in tears before a
melancholy heap of packages prepared for travelling on the morrow. She
rose as Miss Aubrey entered, and presently exclaimed passionately,
bursting afresh into tears, "Ma'am, I _can't_ leave you--indeed I can't!
I know all your ways; I won't go to any one else! I shall hate service!
and I know they'll hate _me_ too; for I shall cry myself to death!"
"Come, come, Harriet," faltered Miss Aubrey, "this is very foolish;
nay, it is unkind to distress me in this manner at the last moment."
"Oh, ma'am, if you _did_ but know how I love you! How I'd go on my knees
to serve you all the rest of the days of my life!"
"Don't talk in that way, Harriet; that's a good girl," said Miss Aubrey,
rather faintly, and, sinking into the chair, she buried her face in her
handkerchief, "you know I've had a great deal to go through, Harriet,
and am in very poor spirits."
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