"I know it, ma'am, I do; and that's why I can't _bear_ to leave you!"
She sank on her knees beside Miss Aubrey. "Oh, ma'am, if you would but
let me stay with you! I've been trying, ever since you first told me, to
make up my mind to part with you, and, now it's coming to the time, I
_can't_, ma'am--indeed, I can't! If you did but know, ma'am, what my
thoughts have been, while I've been folding and packing up your dresses
here! To think that I sha'n't be with you to unpack them! It's very
hard, ma'am, that Madam's maid is to go with her, and I'm not to go with
_you_!"
"We were obliged to make a choice, Harriet," said Miss Aubrey, with
forced calmness.
"Yes, ma'am; but why didn't you choose us both? Because we've both
always done our best; and, as for me, you've never spoke an unkind word
to me in your life"----
"Harriet, Harriet," said Miss Aubrey, tremulously, "I've several times
explained to you that we cannot any longer afford each to have our own
maid; and Mrs. Aubrey's maid is older than you, and knows how to manage
children"----
"What signifies _affording_, ma'am? Neither she nor I will ever take a
shilling of wages; I'd really rather serve you for nothing, ma'am, than
any other lady for a hundred pounds a-year! Oh, so happy as I've been
in your service, ma'am!" she added hastily, and burst into an agony of
weeping.
"Don't, Harriet!--You would not, if you knew the pain you give me," said
Miss Aubrey, faintly. Harriet perceived Miss Aubrey's ill-concealed
agitation; and starting aside, poured out a glass of water, and forced
her pale mistress to swallow a little, which presently revived her.
"Harriet," said she, feebly, but firmly, "you have never once disobeyed
me, and _now_ I am certain that you will not. I assure you that we have
made all our arrangements, and cannot alter them. I have been very
fortunate in obtaining for you so kind a mistress as Lady Stratton.
Remember, Harriet, she was the oldest bosom friend of my"----Miss
Aubrey's voice trembled, and she ceased speaking for a minute or two,
during which she struggled against her feelings with momentary success.
"Here's the prayer-book," she presently resumed, opening a drawer in her
dressing-table, and taking out a small volume--"Here's the prayer-book I
promised you; it is very prettily bound, and I have written your name in
it, Harriet, as you desired. Take it, and keep it for my sake. Will
you?"
"Oh, ma'am," replied the girl, bitterly, "I shall never bear to look at
it! And yet I'll never part with it till I die!"
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