He was silent for a moment, and then the idea came to him. "My dear
fellow," he exclaimed suddenly, brandishing his cigar, "the solution's
staring us in the face and we haven't seen it! ... Man, it's a great
notion! ... _Put_ it down on paper, as you say--put down every word of
it! Then spin it out, or cut it down, as the case may be, into a
full-length novel! ... I told you years ago that you'd have to write a
novel some time or other--it's expected of every literary man. Now's
your big chance--a novel about Terry, giving a rational and coherent
account of all his virtues, vices, and vagaries!"
I laughed, and said that the trouble would begin when other people's
virtues, vices and vagaries invaded the story, as they certainly would.
He answered: "That doesn't matter a bit. Change all our names and nobody
will be the wiser."
"Except ourselves."
"What do you mean?"
I said, rather carefully: "Well, there are certain things that you and I
know, and that Helen doesn't know, aren't there?"
"I suppose there are."
"There are also--maybe--things that Helen and I know, and that you don't
know."
"_Really_?" His eyes suddenly sparkled. "But, my dear chap, what a
splendid reason for writing the novel! Pour all these strange and
exclusive secrets into the melting-pot--let's all of us know the plain
unadulterated (and, if possible, unadulterous) truth about one another,
and damned be him that first cries, 'Hold, enough'!"
Argumentatively it sounded all right; in practice, as I could see, it
bristled with dangers and objections. And yet the idea of setting down
the truth about Terry began to be just slightly fascinating, and all the
rest of the evening it was vaguely on my mind. So also must it have been
on Severn's, for the last thing he said when I bade him good-night was:
"As soon as you get home, take a pen and a clean sheet of paper and
write 'Chapter One' at the top left-hand corner.... I'm serious, mind;
in fact, I shall ring you up in the morning and ask if you've done
it...."
VII
Of course I didn't do it. And when, as he had promised, he rang me up
the next morning, I told him that even if I did tackle the novel (which
was by no means decided), it was unlikely that I should begin for some
time. It was a big undertaking, I said, and would need a good deal of
planning and thinking over before even a word was written.
And yet I wrote the first sentence that very evening. It was Saturday,
and I had motor-cycled over to the Valley Hotel. Terry was out when I
arrived, so I sat in Taplow's garden waiting for him. And there and
then, since there was nothing else to do, I thought I would make a few
rough preliminary notes, and I wrote, on a sheet of hotel writing-paper
the words: "First met him outside the Tube Station at Hampstead." After
that I felt I wanted to go on in straightforward narrative form, so I
stuck an "I" in front and continued. And so, on that sudden impulse, it
began.
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