It was a far bigger surprise than Severn's capitulation; it staggered us
all, and even Severn was less ready for it than for most things. And
before we could collect our scattered wits, she was going on--ranting,
if you like--telling us what she thought of us, of Terry, of everything
else, and of the world in general. She had hardly spoken all the
evening, and it was as if the words had been heaping themselves up
behind her barrier of silence, and that now the barrier had given way.
I wish I could have taken down in shorthand everything she said, for it
was an impressive tirade. It held us spellbound while it lasted, but the
spell is over now, and all that memory yields is a few scraps and
sentences.
"Ever since you knew him," I can remember her saying, "you've
been planning things out for him and settling things that he
ought to have settled for himself, and the result has been just
disaster--disaster--over and over again.... And now you're planning that
he shan't discover the mistakes you've made.... But he _shall_ discover
them, and the sooner the better. Let him know the truth--let's all of us
know the truth--let's know the truth about his life and your life and my
life....
"You're afraid it will make him ill? Then let him be ill--better that he
should be ill of the truth than smiling in your fool's paradise. Let him
know everything. Even if Karelsky's fooled him, _you_ shan't!"
June was white-hot. "We don't want to fool him, mother. We want to help
him. Why should _you_ interfere?"
"_Interfere_?" Her bitter laugh was more than words. "_Interfere_?
That's a strange word to use about me and Terry."
"Is it? I don't see why it is. If you deliberately tell him things that
you needn't tell him, that's interference, isn't it?"
"All right, then. I'm going to interfere."
"You're _really_ going to tell him?"
"Rather."
"When?"
"As soon as ever I can. He's staying at the hotel at Hindhead, isn't
he?"
"You'd dare to go there and tell him?"
"It doesn't strike me as particularly daring."
"Oh, but ... mother.... You _shan't_ go--you've no right to--you----"
"Haven't I? How do you know what I've a right to do? Perhaps I've a
right to do what _you're_ doing, anyway. _You_ visit him, don't you? _You_
talk to him, and tell him what you want to tell him, don't you?"
The two were facing each other dangerously--June flushed and angry, and
Helen with an ashen-pale mask of curious, half-contemptuous calmness.
And then, in the midst of the almost ugly tension, Severn thought fit to
fling his own delicate and carefully-prepared bombshell.
"You won't need to go anywhere to see him," he announced, looking at
Helen. "He'll be here any minute...."
"_Here_?"
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