What sort of a game was Helen playing? I thought it over, on those and
other occasions, from every possible angle, and at the end of it all I
had no convictions, only suspicions as before. If, at any rate, she were
playing a game at all, it was a mighty clever as well as a mighty
dastardly one--the cleverest and most dastardly by far that she had ever
played.... But perhaps it wasn't a game. Perhaps they were both, with
blindly honest footsteps, stumbling over the old ground into the trap
that time had artfully concealed.... And perhaps there wasn't even a
trap. Perhaps two people who had once been lovers really _could_ meet
again after a space of years and be no more than friends.... Time, at
any rate, would show.
Time showed, in my opinion, when Severn obtained for Terry the offer of
a job and Terry asked for a few weeks to think it over. It was a junior
professorship of bacteriology in an Australian university, carrying with
it a commencing salary of three hundred a year, and to me it seemed so
good, in the circumstances, that Terry ought to have accepted it
joyously and outright. I couldn't understand what there was to think
over, and his vague replies when I talked to him about it only increased
my astonishment. He admitted it was a good post. He assured me he hadn't
the slightest objection to going abroad; on the contrary, he thought he
would prefer it, and especially a country like Australia. Quite probably
he would accept--oh, quite probably; it was just that he would prefer
not to give an absolutely definite answer just then.
The matter worried me, and I had the impression that it was worrying
June also. Something was worrying her, anyhow; there was a quite
perceptible cloud somewhere on her horizon. One afternoon I found her
lying prone in a deck-chair in Taplow's garden, and sobbing--sobbing as
only people can do who aren't good at putting their feelings into words.
I didn't let her see me, and went back quietly into the bar-room. Terry
was there, reading a letter that the postman had just brought.
As soon as he saw he me gave a triumphant cry of delight. "It's from
Helen," he said, smiling eagerly, "and she's coming down again on
Thursday about the house...."
VI
That settled it. I went to Hampstead the next day.
You can imagine the mood I was in, and you can imagine, perhaps, that I
hadn't any very definite plans. The weather was burningly hot, and at
the Tube station, to save myself the trouble of climbing the steep hill
for nothing, I rang up the End House to enquire if Helen were at home.
It was she herself who answered, and asked me quite politely what I
wanted. The abrupt query nonplussed me for the moment, and by the time I
was stammering something about a short talk, she was telling me that she
was just going out, and would it do another time?
"To-morrow?" I suggested.
She was sorry, but she was afraid to-morrow was booked up.
"The next day?"
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