I believe, if it comes to laying down a creed, that the love of Terry
and June had grown very quietly and gradually until at last, in Taplow's
garden that night, it had broken out into no more than those two words
of hers--"Don't go..."
I don't know how exactly Terry and I got over the immense difficulty of
his reserve. Perhaps we never did get over it; at any rate, he never
admitted in so many words that he had grown to love June. But from a
certain moment of that warm July night I began to talk to him as if he
_had_ admitted it, as if it were something obvious and perfectly
understood between us. I said, for instance: "No man ought ever to think
he has no chance with any woman." He didn't ask me what on earth I was
talking about as I had half expected. He just leaned back in his chair,
puffed restlessly at a cigarette, and pondered--until I thought he was
never going to answer at all. And then, when the reply did come, it was
spoken in another tone--as if the whole plane and angle of our
conversation had been shifted. "It's as you said, Hilton.... Material
things crop up at awkward moments. What chance would a penniless man
approaching middle age have with a young girl of wealth and position?"
"It depends, of course. It depends on whether she loves him or not."
"She doesn't."
"Then obviously he would stand no chance at all."
Silence for a while after that. He looked--if the combination is even
possible--triumphant and despondent--triumphant at having led his
argument to an apparent victory, and despondent over the deeper issues
of the discussion. Then, rather daringly after a pause, I introduced the
personal element by asking him why he thought June had been so keen on
his declining the Australian offer.
"I suppose she thought that--in various ways--it wasn't suitable."
"Even after you assured her it was? Do you think that in such a matter
she would set her opinion against yours, unless she had some deeper
reason as a motive?"
"What deeper reason?"
"Do you really mean to pretend it doesn't occur to you? To me it seems
the most perfectly obvious thing that ever was. She doesn't want you to
go to Australia because she doesn't like the thought of being without
you when you've gone."
"Oh ... that's absurd...."
"Not a bit absurd. Do you think she's known you all this time without
growing fond of you?"
"We've been good friends, of course."
"_Friends_? ... Some people would smile if you told them that. They'd
say, to begin with, that she's compromised herself with you pretty
hopelessly by staying here to-night.... Mrs. Taplow as a chaperon
wouldn't impress them."
"_What_! Do you mean to say----"
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