There were bright tears in her eyes as she spoke. She went on: "But of
course you're thinking of Geoffrey. Well, you needn't worry--_he'll_
never need to know anything about it. He's so sure of his own powers of
fascination that he'd want a lot of convincing that I could possibly be
interested in anybody else."
I nodded. That was shrewd and very probably true. "Well, anyhow," I
said, after a pause, "what are you going to do about it?"
"_Do_ about it?" she repeated. "_Do_ about it? Why, there's nothing to
do, except to go on being in love for the first time in my life."
"The _first_? You mean that----"
Yes, she meant it. She had begun by being frank with me, she said, and
she might as well continue. No doubt I would be surprised to hear that
her marriage hadn't been an affair of love--not on her side, at any
rate.... She had been a _midinette_ in the Rue de la Paix, and Severn a
chance customer. He had taken her about as he would have taken about any
girl if he had fancied her sufficiently. "He dazzled me--he was so very
charming and delightful, and I liked him because he wasn't a snob...."
After the marriage there had been trouble with the Severn family,
and--"He was splendid then. I liked him most of all when he hadn't more
than five pounds in the world and he _would_ insist on taking me to
Claridge's. He was always like that--he never feared to do what he
wanted. And, of course, you know how marvellously--how _terribly_
successful he's been." She smiled and continued: "The quaint part of it
is that most people must think me the luckiest person in the world.
Geoffrey's so generous--I've nothing very much to complain of. It's just
that as soon as I met Terry I knew--" She shrugged her shoulders and
added: "Well, you know what I knew, don't you?"
She took a chocolate éclair and delicately pierced it with her fork.
"You aren't saying very much," she went on, "but I hope you're
understanding.... Try to understand how terrible it is to be married to
a man who always gets what he wants. Everything that he said last night
was perfectly true--he doesn't believe there's anything very much worth
while in the world, except to do what you like and have a good time....
And then, on the other hand, there's Terry...."
"Yes?"
She went on, after a pause: "What seems to me so strange and fine is his
way of doing his work very quietly because he thinks it's worth doing,
and not because of money or fame or anything like that at all. Just
think of it--Geoffrey's made out of this Roebourne case in three weeks
as much as Terry may earn in ten years.... It's a shame."
It was, I admitted, but I pointed out that Terry himself would probably
disagree. He didn't want a lot of money, and consequently he wasn't
disappointed about not getting it. He had often said that three hundred
a year would completely satisfy him. To which she replied: "Yes, I told
that to Geoffrey not long ago, and he said he'd settle three hundred a
year on him if he'd accept it."
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