And so it began. The difficulty is to say _what_ began. Terry told me so
little, and Helen told me so much; and between the two was a vast hiatus
of the inexplicable. At first, the affair seemed perfectly harmless.
When a man, after habitually working three times as hard as he ought,
slows down to twice as hard, there doesn't seem a great deal to complain
of. Nor when the same man spends a wet Sunday afternoon listening to a
pretty woman play Chopin, instead of drenching himself to the skin on
some miserable hillside.
The whole thing is difficult to put into words because to this day I
don't really know what happened. All I surmise is that the work of
mutual conversion proceeded during the months of late winter and early
spring--she attending his bacteriology lectures and he accompanying her
to theatres, pianoforte recitals, and so on. Their meetings were
frequent enough to stir gossip, no doubt, but hardly scandal, especially
as it was so obvious that Severn knew and approved. Helen had always
been in the throes of some fad or other, and he probably assumed that
Terry was an unusually congenial successor of Christian Science,
Dalcroze eurhythmics, highbrow drama, and a dozen other enthusiasms that
had had their day and one by one crept silently to rest. It was he, more
often than not, who might say to her: "Oh, by the way, I've got a card
for Wolferton's private view--it's next Tuesday at the Savile Galleries.
I shan't have time to go myself, but you might take Terry and show him
the latest painted pot-boilers...." And she would take him, of course.
When I asked him if he had enjoyed going to that or some similar
function, he would usually reply: "Yes, very much." Never more, and
hardly ever less. It was Helen who assured me that the work of
"humanizing" him was proceeding successfully.
"And," I said to her once, "you're still in love with him?"
She replied: "More than ever. Oh, _much_ more. And--as I told you
before--it's _wonderful_."
"Maybe, but is it wise?"
She pursed her lips and then answered: "Well, what harm can there be in
it? It isn't sharing anything with Geoffrey.... It's nothing to do with
anybody how I feel--nobody will ever know it except you, and you
wouldn't if I hadn't told you."
"Suppose Terry were to find it out?"
"You mean--suppose I'm a fool, eh? ... Well, I assure you, I'm not."
"All right, then--take another supposition. What will happen if Terry
falls in love with you?"
"My dear Jimmy--he _couldn't_. It wouldn't occur to him. Oh,
don't--don't--" she was beginning to laugh--"don't imagine it. It
_couldn't_ happen."
"Then what _will_ happen--eventually?"
She gave me her loveliest smile. "I shall teach him and watch over him,
and then, when the right girl comes along, I shall just hand him
over ... in good condition."
"And when do you think that will be?"
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