"You _did_, anyhow. And now you want my assurance that there's nothing
in my relationship with Helen except highbrow bunkum. Do you really
expect me to give it to you? And would you believe it if I did?"
"Never mind that. Come to the point.... Is your relationship with her
perfectly all-square and above board?"
"I don't quite know what you mean."
"Is it the sort of thing you could let Severn know about?"
"No.... It isn't the sort of thing I could let anybody know about."
"You mean you're in love with her?"
"No--don't ask me that. Don't ask me any more. I can't and I shan't
answer any more."
Deadlock--and then the storm broke. But the rain seemed to change the
feeling of the world; it opened, as it were, a window in the sky, and a
cool breeze floated through, scouring and freshening every corner. We
were cool at last, and then cold, and then, with tremendous suddenness,
tired. Too tired to go on arguing, too tired to think of how to get
back, too tired to do anything but stand under the Embankment tramway
shelter and wait for the clouds to exhaust themselves.
When the rain had nearly stopped we hastened northwards through the
swirling and deserted streets. It was three o'clock. We spoke very
little on the way, and by tacit agreement the argument was not resumed.
Only once was it so much as referred to, and that was when, bidding him
good-bye at the door of his lodgings, I said: "I don't retract anything
I said a little while ago, but I'm sorry I lost my temper over it."
And he answered, with shy cordiality: "Oh, _that's_ all right. Don't
trouble about _that_...."
IV
All the next day I was away in the Midlands on newspaper work, but my
mind, even when it shouldn't have been, was full of thinking about Terry
and Helen and their relationship. I couldn't escape from it; it
dominated me like an unsolved word-puzzle. What _had_ happened at the
End House on that night of the dinner to Karelsky? And what had been
happening for weeks and months before? It was, as a matter of fact,
seven years later when I found out, and as most of my conjectures were
then shown to be wrong, there doesn't seem to be much reason for setting
them down. All that need be recorded is that I returned to town late in
the evening and found this short note awaiting me:
"Of course you were right after all, and I shall always thank you for
what you did and said. I don't know what has been possessing me lately,
but I think I must have been off my head. I'm going to Vienna with
Karelsky to-night, and when I'm there I'm going to _work_. Come over and
see me as soon as you can spare time for a holiday. Yrs.,
TERRY."
V
And the next day I saw Helen. I came out of the _Messenger_
newspaper-office about half-past three in the afternoon, and found her
standing on the kerb outside. "Hello!" I exclaimed. "Fancy seeing you
round here. Where are you going?"
She said: "Nowhere. I was waiting for you to come out."
"Who told you I was here?"
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