I thought of that afternoon, years before, when Helen had made a similar
confession across the table at Rumpelmayer's. But Helen, of course, had
told me differently; she had been excited, ecstatic; whereas Mizzi was
calm and a little sad. What was it in Terry that could so attract them
both--Helen the brilliant, pleasure-loving woman who was still, in so
many ways, a girl; and Mizzi, the calm, business-like girl who was
almost more than a woman?
And then I remembered how, on my former visit to Vienna, I had jocularly
suggested to him that he should marry Mizzi.... Well, why not? If only
he loved her a little, it wouldn't be at all a bad match. She on her
side had love for him, brains, energy, and a flourishing business of her
own. Hadn't he once told me that she was "the sort of woman he could
stand, anyway"? ... Supposing they were to marry? The idea curiously
attracted me.... Terry as a hotel-proprietor--but no, of course; Mizzi
would always be that; she wouldn't be such a fool as to let him have
anything to do with the business. He would plod along with his
research-work, and she would look after him and see that he didn't
overwork, and on fine Sundays she would positively compel him to go with
her to the Semmering.... And I should spend my annual holidays at the
Hotel London and take the pair of them to all the theatres and
operas.... Delightful vision!
I said, marvelling at her: "And yet, although you feel like that about
him, you want me to take him back with me to England?"
And she answered: "Yes, if it iss the best for him. I want anything to
happen that iss the best for him...."
III
We did not talk for long because she had so much business to attend to.
But she had said enough--enough for anger, if there had ever been
any--to melt into compassion.
The day was very hot, and I was very sleepy after the long journey. I
didn't go out of doors except to send a reassuring telegram to Roebuck;
most of the time I spent dozing in an armchair in the cool lounge.
Towards the red-gold dusk I fell asleep, and it was Terry who waked me.
I was startled, because I hadn't expected him to arrive so soon. Mizzi
must have prepared him about me, for _his_ surprise, though obvious, was
restrained. "How are you?" he began with an odd sort of calmness. "Mizzi
says you're over here on business."
Mizzi had evidently done her work well, which was fortunate in view of
my sleepily dazed condition. I could only stagger to my feet and shake
his hand and reply: "Oh, I'm fairly fit, I'm glad to say. How are you?"
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