He had so little to do with anybody that I can recall only three remarks
made about him by people who knew him before I did. The first was made
by a girl-student at his lectures; she said, very doubtfully: "He looks
as if he _might_ be interesting"--evidently a different thing from
looking interesting. The second came quite casually from the lips of an
A.B.C. waitress at the tea-shop where he took a midday roll and glass of
milk. I had arranged to meet him there one day and arrived too early;
whereat the waitress, who had seen us together before, looked at the
clock and said: "It's only seven minutes past one, and he never comes in
till ten past. We tell the time by him here." And the third remark was
his landlady's. She was a faded, respectable creature burdened by a
husband who drank, and to her the young gentleman lodger was clearly the
one central rock of stability in a world of bewildering fluctuations.
"He appreciates me," she said, with an implied resentment against the
rest of the world, "and I _do_ like to be appreciated."
III
Mrs. Severn also liked to be appreciated. But she was so well accustomed
to admiration that a compliment had to be either very adroit or very
original to stir her. If I had told her that somebody had said her
singing was delightful, she would probably have shrugged her shoulders
and changed the subject. But instead of that, on my next meeting with
her some weeks after the party, I told her that the shy man and I had
become friendly as a result of our End House visit, and that he had been
greatly impressed by her singing. "He said it made him feel
uncomfortable."
"Did he?" She was interested. "Did he really say that? ... But--but why
is he so easily made uncomfortable? I kept noticing him that night--he
_was_ unhappy, I could see. But why?"
"He can't help it. Company and crowds make him feel like that. I
shouldn't be surprised if women have the same effect."
"You know you're making him sound fearfully attractive. He isn't
engaged, then--or anything of that sort?"
"_Engaged_? Good heavens, he never speaks to any woman except his
landlady."
She paused in thought for a moment, and then said: "I think Geoffrey had
better ask him here again. Don't you agree? ... Some time when we're
just _en famille_. _You'll_ come, of course."
I said I should be very pleased to, but that I was rather doubtful
whether he would accept the invitation. She replied then, with a touch
of imperiousness: "Oh, but he _must_. It is absurd for a young man to be
shy. I shall ask Geoffrey to send him an invitation to-night."
The invitation was sent, and I chanced to be in his bed-sitting-room
when it arrived. After reading it through very slowly and carefully, he
said: "Severn wants me to go there again. On Friday. You're coming too,
but there'll be nobody else.... That shows he _did_ notice what a fool I
was at the party."
"It also shows that he doesn't think any less of you for it," I said.
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