Heaven knows how I got rid of the fellow after that. Perhaps I was
discourteous; perhaps he thought I had been suddenly taken ill; more
likely, of course, he assumed that I was merely drunk. And perhaps I
was. I don't remember what I said to him, or what he said to me either;
all I know is that, drunk or not, by the time he had gone, I had reached
a very definite decision, and that was that, whatever happened, Terry
and I must avoid a meeting with the Severns.
Terry was silent--had been silent, indeed, ever since Bentley's
intrusion. As soon as we were alone together I leaned across the table
and put the matter to him as carefully as I could. (The orchestra, I
remember, struck up with feverish inaccuracy the overture to _Ruy
Blas_.) We had better, I said, to avoid any possible unpleasantness,
change our hotel. We could cancel the booking if we hurried, and get
rooms somewhere else. It was the wisest thing to do, as he would realize
if he thought about it. "After all, you can see how awkward the meeting
_might_ be, can't you?" The trouble was, of course, that I didn't want
to tell him the chief reason for the awkwardness--my own seven-years'
estrangement from Helen.
I argued for a quarter of an hour at least, and then, inferring from his
silence that he was wholly or partly in agreement, I suggested returning
to the hotel. He nodded, and I paid the bill. Not till we were outside
on the pavement did he speak, and then he said quietly: "_You_ can
change hotels if you like, but _I_ shan't."
And he was adamant. It was as hopeless to attempt to persuade him to
leave the Andrassy as it had been to persuade him to come for a holiday
to London. He just set his teeth and held firm. He wasn't going to alter
_any_ of his arrangements--not for her, or Severn, or anybody else. _He_
wasn't afraid of a meeting. What had happened to him before couldn't
happen to him again--he was proof against it. And he wasn't going to run
away and hide as if he had anything to fear.
I pointed out that it wasn't a question of running away, but merely of
avoiding possible unpleasantness. He had put an end to the
correspondence between them by not answering her letters--would _that_
make a reunion very easy? But he said: "I don't care whether it's easy
or not. If she goes out of her way to meet me, that's her affair, not
mine. _I_ shan't make a scene, I promise you. But I won't, whatever's
going to happen, skulk round the corner to some other place." He added,
apologetically: "I hate to get my own way against your wishes, but I'm
afraid you'll have to put up with it for once."
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