“You think nothing matters now,” he said. “You think you won’t care.
You’re wrong. You will care—horribly.”
“I think I have got to know,” she said, “whatever it is.”
“All right,” he said recklessly. “You shall know. After some damnable
fate had taken you to Tetherstones, after they had tried to murder me
and failed, after that night at Fordestown when you refused to come with
me, the devil entered into me, and I made up my mind I’d get you—at any
cost. And so I played you a trick. I lied to you.” He bent down, trying
to read her impassive face. “Do you understand? I tricked you—to get
you up here.”
She did not flinch or give any sign of feeling. “Do you mean about my
sketches?” she said.
“Yes. That’s just what I do mean. I have got them all here. No one has
seen them but myself.”
A faint frown drew her forehead. “But you paid for them,” she said.
“I know. That was part of my damned scheme to get you into my power. You
were always so independent. I thought when once you realized that you
had been living on my money, it would break your spirit.”
“How—odd!” she said.
And that was all. No word of reproach or condemnation; yet the man
winced as if he had been struck in the face.
“My God!” he said. “If you would only curse me! Any other woman would.”
“But why?” she said. “The fault was mine. I always knew—in my
heart—that you were—that sort of man.”
“My God!” he said again. “You haven’t much mercy.”
She looked up at him. “I am sorry for you,” she said. “But—I don’t
blame you. You were made that way.”
He struck his fist into his hand. “Frances, I swear to you—I swear to
you—No, what’s the good of swearing? I’ll show you. Look here! We won’t
talk any more to-night. We’re both dead beat. I’ll take you back to your
hotel. And in a day or two—if you will trust me—I’ll show you that I
am not—that sort of man. Will you trust me, Frances? Give me this one
chance of making good? I’m a blackguard, I own it; but I can play the
game if I try. Will you trust me?”
There was a hint of desperation in his voice, and, because she was a
woman, that reached her where mere protestations had failed.
She held out her hand to him mutely, and as he took it she rose to her
feet, looking him straight in the eyes. But she did not utter one word.
She had spoken her condemnation and there was nothing left to say.
Out of her despair, tragically but fearlessly, she faced him. And to the
man in his abasement there came a sense of greatness such as he had
never before known.
Not by strength and not by strategy, but by purity of heart, she had
conquered the devil in his soul.
CHAPTER V
THE VISION
London skies and ceaseless rain, and the roar and swish of London
traffic over the streaming roads! The tramp of many hurrying feet, the
echo of careless voices vaguely heard, and the grey, grim river flowing
out to sea! How terrible it was! How inevitable! How—lonely!
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