holidays together: she had never known the real Anne de la Trave, the
one who was now meeting Jean Azévédo in the deserted shooting-hut
between Saint Clair and Argelouse.
“What is the matter? You aren’t eating. You mustn’t leave anything:
it would be a shame considering the price it costs. Is it the heat?
You aren’t going to faint, I hope. Or perhaps you’re feeling sick ...
already?”
She smiled ... with her lips only. She said she was thinking about
Anne’s adventure (she had to talk about Anne). And as Bernard said he
was not bothering himself any longer now that she had the matter in
hand, his wife asked him why his parents were opposed to the marriage.
He thought she was laughing at him, and begged her not to begin her
paradoxes.
“In the first place, you know very well they are Jews: Mother knew his
grandfather, the one who refused to be baptised.”
But Thérèse pretended that these Portuguese-Jewish names were the
oldest in Bordeaux:
“The Azévédos were great people when our ancestors were miserable
shepherds, shivering with fever by their marshes.”
“Look here, Thérèse: don’t argue for the pleasure of arguing: all Jews
are the same ... and besides they’re a degenerate family--consumptive
to the marrow, everybody knows it.”
She lit a cigarette with a gesture that had always offended Bernard:
“Well, then, tell me what your grandfather, and your great-grandfather
died of. When you married me did you bother to enquire what illness
carried off my mother? Don’t you suppose that we should find enough
consumptives and syphilitics among our ancestors to poison the
universe?”
“You go too far, Thérèse, let me tell you. Even when you’re joking and
trying to get a rise out of me, you ought to respect the family.”
He positively gobbled with annoyance, trying to be impressive and, at
the same time, not to look foolish. But she persisted:
“Really, our families make me laugh: they’re too ridiculous. They’re
terribly shocked when a thing like this is publicly known, but they’re
quite indifferent to all the horrors no one talks about.... Why, you
yourself use the expression ‘secret diseases,’ don’t you? Surely
the diseases most dangerous to the race are just precisely those.
Our families never think of them, though they are so very clever
at bundling anything unpleasant out of sight. If it wasn’t for the
servants we should know nothing about them: fortunately there are the
servants....”
“I shan’t answer you. When you start off like this, the best thing to
do is to wait until you’ve finished. With me, it doesn’t matter so very
much. But it won’t do at all at home, you know. We don’t make jokes
about the family.”
The family! Thérèse let her cigarette go out. With staring eyes, she
saw before her that cage with its innumerable and living bars, a cage
set with ears and eyes, in which she would crouch motionless, her chin
on her knees, and her arms clasping her legs, and wait for death.
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