“Balion came for orders when he was going in to Saint Clair on the
following day. Aunt Clara drew up the list of commissions, and put
together the prescriptions for the sick of Argelouse. ‘You will go to
the chemist in the first place; Darquey will want quite the whole day
to make them all up....’”
* * * * *
“My first meeting with Jean.... I must remember every detail: I had
decided to go to that deserted shooting-hut where I used to eat my
lunch with Anne and where I knew, since then, she had so loved to
meet her Azévédo. No, I did not look upon it as a pilgrimage. But the
pines in that neighbourhood have grown so tall that it is no longer
possible to watch for pigeons there, so I ran no risk of disturbing
the sportsmen. That shooting-hut was useless now, for the surrounding
forest hid the horizon; the tree-tops were no longer far enough apart
to reveal those broad vistas of sky against which the watcher sees the
rising flights of birds. How well I remember: the October sun was
still hot: I toiled along that sandy road, tormented by flies. And how
heavy I felt! I longed to sit down on the mouldering bench inside the
hut.”
As I opened the door a young man came out, bareheaded; at the first
glance I recognised Jean Azévédo, and at first I thought I was
intruding on a rendezvous, his expression looked so confused. I wanted
to go away but he would not let me; it was strange that he was so
intent on my remaining: ‘Not at all, please come in, Madame; I assure
you that you are not disturbing me in the least.’ Why did he ask me
if one could see from outside what was going on inside the hut? I was
astonished that there was no one there when I went in, as he insisted.
Perhaps the shepherdess had fled by another exit? But I had not heard
the rustle of a single twig. He, too, had recognised me, and he was
the first to mention Anne de la Trave’s name. I was sitting down; he
standing up, just as in the photograph. I looked through his tussore
shirt at the place where I had stuck the pin: mere curiosity, without
any warmer feeling; I remembered without the slightest irritation what
Anne had written to me: ‘I press my hand against the place where I can
feel his heart beating ... what he calls the last caress allowed.’
Handsome? A high forehead, the velvet eyes of his race,--cheeks too
large;--and, what I so dislike in young men of his age,--spots, the
signs of overheated blood; a general unpleasant clamminess; and worst
of all, moist palms,--which he had to wipe with a handkerchief before
shaking hands. But he had fine burning eyes, and I liked his wide
mouth, always a little open to display his pointed teeth, like a puppy
panting with the heat.
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