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She looked at him whilst he was speaking, and saw that he was handsome.
Suddenly she felt a cold sweat on her face. She turned green as grass;
she reeled; a cloud descended before her eyes. He again implored her to
come with him, but she refused. His ardent looks, his burning words were
vain, and when he took her in his arms to try and drag her away, she
pushed him off rudely. Then he implored her, and shed tears. But a
new, unknown, and invincible passion dominated her heart, and she still
resisted.
“What madness!” said the guests. “Lollius is noble, handsome, and rich,
and a dancing-girl treats him with scorn!”
Lollius returned home alone that night, quite love-sick. He came in the
morning, pale and red-eyed, and hung flowers at the dancing-girl’s door.
But Thais was frightened and troubled; she avoided Lollius, and yet
he was continually in her mind. She suffered, and she did not know the
cause of her complaint. She wondered why she had thus changed, and why
she was melancholy. She recoiled from all her lovers; they were hateful
to her. She loathed the light of day, and lay on her bed all day,
sobbing, and with her head buried in the pillows. Lollius contrived to
gain admittance, and came many times, but neither his pleadings nor his
execrations had any effect on the obdurate girl. In his presence, she
was as timid as a virgin, and would say nothing but--
“I will not! I will not!”
But at the end of a fortnight she gave in, for she knew that she loved
him; she went to his house and lived with him. They were supremely
happy. They passed their days shut up together, gazing into each other’s
eyes, and babbling a childish jargon. In the evening, they walked on the
lonely banks of the Orontes, and lost themselves in the laurel woods.
Sometimes they rose at dawn, to go and gather hyacinths on the slopes of
Sulpicus. They drank from the same cup, and he would take a grape from
between her lips with his mouth.
Moeroe came to Lollius, and cried and shrieked that Thais should be
restored to her.
“She is my daughter,” she said, “my daughter, who has been torn from me.
My perfumed flower--my own bowels--!”
Lollius gave her a large sum of money, and sent her away. But, as she
came back to demand some more gold staters, the young man had her put
in prison, and the magistrates having discovered that she was guilty of
many crimes, she was condemned to death, and thrown to the wild beasts.
Thais loved Lollius with all the passion of her mind, and the
bewilderment of innocence. She told him, and told him truly from the
bottom of her heart--
“I have never loved any one but you.”
Lollius replied--
“You are not like any other woman.”
The spell lasted six months, but it broke at last. Thais suddenly felt
that her heart was empty and lonely. Lollius no longer seemed the same
to her. She thought--
“What can have thus changed me in an instant? How is it that he is now
like any other man, and no longer like himself?”
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