“But, mamma, it can't be. She is part of us. She belongs to the family;
she has been in it almost as long as I have. Why, I have been with her
every day of my life. To go away? To give her up? Does she know?”
“Does she know? What a child! She has accepted Mrs. Van Cortlandt's
offer. I telegraphed for her this morning. Tomorrow she goes to town to
get her belongings together. Mrs. Van Cortlandt needs her at once. I am
sorry to see, my dear, that you are thinking only of yourself.”
“Of myself?” The girl had been at first confused, and, as the idea
forced itself upon her mind, she felt weak, and trembled, and was deadly
pale. But when the certainty came, the enormity and cruelty of the
dismissal aroused her indignation. “Myself!” she exclaimed again. Her
eyes blazed with a wrath new to their tenderness, and, stepping back and
stamping her foot; she cried out: “She shall not go! It is unjust! It is
cruel!”
Her mother had never seen her child like that. She was revealing a
spirit of resistance, a temper, an independence quite unexpected. And
yet it was not altogether displeasing. Mrs. Mavick's respect for her
involuntarily rose. And after an instant, instead of responding with
severity, as was her first impulse, she said, very calmly:
“Naturally, Evelyn, you do not like to part with her. None of us do. But
go to your room and think it over reasonably. The relations of childhood
cannot last forever.”
Evelyn stood for a moment undecided. Her mother's calm self-control had
not deceived her. She was no longer a child. It was a woman reading a
woman. All her lifetime came back to her to interpret this moment. In
the reaction of the second, the deepest pain was no longer for herself,
nor even for Miss McDonald, but for a woman who showed herself so
insensible to noble feeling. Protest was useless. But why was the
separation desired? She did not fully see, but her instinct told her
that it had a relation to her mother's plans for her; and as life
rose before her in the society, in the world, into which she was newly
launched, she felt that she was alone, absolutely alone. She tried to
speak, but before she could collect her thoughts her mother said:
“There, go now. It is useless to discuss the matter. We all have to
learn to bear things.”
Evelyn went away, in a tumult of passion and of shame, and obeyed her
impulse to go where she had always found comfort.
Miss McDonald was in her own room. Her trunk was opened. She had taken
her clothes from the closet. She was opening the drawers and laying one
article here and another there. She was going from closet to bureau,
opening this door and shutting that in her sitting-room and bedroom, in
an aimless, distracted way. Out of her efforts nothing had so far come
but confusion. It seemed an impossible dream that she was actually
packing up to go away forever.
Evelyn entered in a haste that could not wait for permission.
“Is it true?” she cried.
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