McDonald turned. She could not speak. Her faithful face was gray with
suffering. Her eyes were swollen with weeping. For an instant she seemed
not to comprehend, and then a flood of motherly feeling overcame her.
She stretched out her arms and caught the girl to her breast in a
passionate embrace, burying her face in her neck in a vain effort to
subdue her sobbing.
What was there to say? Evelyn had come to her refuge for comfort, and
to Evelyn the comforter it was she herself who must be the comforter.
Presently she disengaged herself and forced the governess into an easy
chair. She sat down on the arm of the chair and smoothed her hair and
kissed her again and again.
“There. I'm going to help you. You'll see you have not taught me for
nothing.” She jumped up and began to bustle about. “You don't know what
a packer I am.”
“I knew it must come some time,” she was saying, with a weary air, as
she followed with her eyes the light step of the graceful girl, who
was beginning to sort things and to bring order out of the confusion,
holding up one article after another and asking questions with an
enforced cheerfulness that was more pathetic than any burst of grief.
“Yes, I know. There, that is laid in smooth.” She pretended to be
thinking what to put in next, and suddenly she threw herself into
McDonald's lap and began to talk gayly. “It is all my fault, dear; I
should have stayed little. And it doesn't make any difference. I know
you love me, and oh, McDonald, I love you more, a hundred times more,
than ever. If you did not love me! Think how dreadful that would be. And
we shall not be separated-only by streets, don't you know. They can't
separate us. I know you want me to be brave. And some day, perhaps” (and
she whispered in her ear--how many hundred times had she told her girl
secrets in that way!), “if I do have a home of my own, then--”
It was not very cheerful talk, however it seemed to be, but it was
better than silence, and in the midst of it, with many interruptions,
the packing was over, and some sort of serenity was attained even by
Miss McDonald. “Yes, dear heart, we have love and trust and hope.” But
when the preparations were all made, and Evelyn went to her own room,
there did not seem to be so much hope, nor any brightness in the midst
of this first great catastrophe of her life.
XXII
The great Mavick ball at Newport, in the summer long remembered for its
financial disasters, was very much talked about at the time. Long after,
in any city club, a man was sure to have attentive listeners if he,
began his story or his gossip with the remark that he was at the Mavick
ball.
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