Farm life was his natural state, he had pretended. He _belonged_ behind
the plough, here in Iowa.
_Lies._
But--where _did_ he belong?
He realized that he was acting irrationally. Loren's face hung before
him, uncomprehending, frightened. The stranger seemed almost gloatingly
self-confident.
"What did you mean by that?" Kesley asked, slowly. His voice sounded
harsh and unfamiliar in his own ears.
"Have you ever been in the cities?" the stranger asked, ignoring
Kesley's question.
"Once, maybe twice. I don't like it there. I'm a farmer; always have
been. I came down from Kansas Province. But what the hell--?"
The stranger raised one hand to silence him. An amused twinkle crossed
the cold black eyes, and the thin lips curved upward. "They did a good
job," the stranger said, half to himself. "You really believe you're a
farmer, don't you, Dale? Have been, all your life?"
Again the words stung; they bit deep into a hidden reservoir of fear,
and rose to the surface again, leaving Kesley strangely disturbed.
"Yes," he said stubbornly. "What are you trying to do?" Anger came over
him again, and he snapped, "Suppose I order you off my farm?"
The stranger laughed. "_Your_ farm?" His eyes probed searchingly. "How
can you call this _your_ farm?"
Kesley quailed at the incomprehensible pain this third attack brought.
_What is he after? Why can't he leave me alone?_
_This is my farm._
_I belong here._
He stood poised, swaying on the balls of his feet, staring mystifiedly
at his tormentor. _I belong here_, he thought fiercely--but without any
conviction, this time. Something within his mind kept insisting that it
was a lie, that he belonged elsewhere.
The glitter of the cities suddenly rose as an image in his mind.
Rage boiled over. "Let me alone!" he shouted, and jumped forward,
raising the knife high.
"_No!_"
The stranger's voice was almost a shriek of fear, but he was cool
enough to draw and fire. A bright spurt of flame nudged from the
muzzles of the blaster, and Kesley felt a sudden intolerable warmth in
his hand. He dropped the hot knife and stepped back, panting like a
trapped tiger.
"I wish you hadn't done that," the stranger said.
"I wish you had never come here," Kesley retorted. It was like a
nightmare. He felt blind, unable to defend himself, unable even to
understand the source of the attack.
Loren was watching the scene in utter horror, and Kesley noticed a
couple of the farm girls standing a short distance away, watching, too.
The stranger stood with arms folded.
"Let's go inside," he suggested. "We can talk better in there."
Kesley remained rooted, unable to think, unable to move. "This is my
farm," he said out loud, after a moment. "Isn't it?" It was nearly a
whimper.
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