Jealousy -- Fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Space travelers -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction
"What can you do? It's my lightscope--my ship. My orders supersede
yours."
Vortler closed the space between them, his fists knobbed white. John
laughed. "Don't overdo it, Angus. I'm not worth it." The sound died to
a chuckle, "Besides, remember your emotiograph. Somebody will spank."
The doctor's hands opened slowly, a finger at a time.
"Tell me, Angus. Can you honestly blame me? I suspect my wife. I'm
trying to find out."
"But you're wrong!"
"It _could_ be. The thing is possible." He leaned toward the
psychosurgeon. "You think about it and tell me. It's _possible_?"
Vortler looked defeated.
"Yes."
"And that's that."
Angus started for the barway. "I don't know what started this thing
off, John. Perhaps if a man loves his wife a little too much, a thing
like this can happen. Maybe that's why they've watched our charts so
carefully."
Hastings was already talking to himself. "If I can just prove it one
way or the other. If I can just know she's--alone."
The white clad figure paused. "Think it over, John. Change your mind. I
don't like any part of it."
"Angus," John said softly. "I don't like it either. I don't want the
sight of Mary on that lens! To leave what print? A dream smashed? A
dishonor? Who knows?"
The doctor shook his head. "Look out the viewplate, John. What do you
see? Planet systems, galaxies, eons. What is one tiny less-than-a-mite
in all of that? What does it mean to you? The mind of the Almighty--or
a few cents worth of bone, and hair, and tissue? Ask yourself, John.
What do you see?"
He closed the barway behind him.
John followed and threw the pressure lock. Going to a sleek instrument,
his hands inquired softly along its lines. Cold as space. Sure. Doubt
proof. He swept the litter from his desk, and set the instrument in
its center. Levers spun, mirrors sent out chips of light, adjusters
adjusted.
Then, pausing, he moved to the viewplate and stood looking out a long
time. His hands mangled themselves constantly behind his back. A star
twinkled--one star in particular--as if through the prism of a cold
tear.
But he went back to the instrument, and bent to it slowly. And as he
gripped the desk, his knuckles erupted, pale as washed gravestones....
_And the graph lines shivered and glowed hot, and the hate came pouring
out of the shining needle between the stars, and somewhere a voice
called into space...._
* * * * *
"Come back, John Hastings, come back," the Questioner said. "You may
return to the present."
Throbbing, the screen died as a stirring exhalation came from the
crowd. Someone asked for more air. A baby cried, and was lulled to
sleep.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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