British -- Asia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
He laughed, with some condescension. “Why, of course it’s the danger
that makes the post such a splendid thing to get, little Pen.”
“I wasn’t thinking of the danger. It is the frightful wickedness of
the place.”
“And you couldn’t trust me there! What a flattering opinion you have
of me! But that doesn’t signify. Look here, Pen, I want our engagement
announced to-night. My uncle will do it at the dinner-party; he was
quite pleased with the idea. Here’s the ring I’ve been keeping for
you. Let me put it on.”
But Penelope drew back from him. She had endured much, but this was
impossible. To sit at dinner between Major Keeling and Ferrers, and be
the subject of the congratulations, toasts, and jests which the
suggested announcement would involve, conscious all the time that the
heart supposed to belong to the one man had been given to the
other--how could she stand it? She spoke with indignant decision. “No,
you must wait till to-morrow. You may make your announcement to-night
if you like, but I shall not appear.”
“Nonsense, Pen! What do you mean? What would the fellows say?”
“They may say and think what they please, but if the slightest
allusion is made to anything of the kind, I will never speak to you
again. I won’t wear your ring. Take it back, or I will throw it away.”
“Well, of all the----!” Ferrers was puzzled and slightly alarmed.
“There’s no need to fly out at me like a little fury, Pen. If you
don’t want the engagement announced to-night--why, it shan’t be, of
course. But what am I to say to my uncle?”
“Anything you like. Say I don’t feel well. Tell him it was the
eclipse, if you want an excuse.” She laughed mirthlessly.
“Oh, very well; but I hope you’re not going to take up fancies, and go
on like this----”
“If you are not satisfied, you have only to release me from my
promise.”
“Not I. If you said you hated me I’d marry you just the same, and you
don’t quite do that, do you?”
Her gleam of hope had vanished. Ferrers’ smile showed he had no
intention of releasing her, and she wished with impotent rage that she
could give him the faintest idea of the utter repulsion, the loathing
dislike, with which he inspired her. But he would not see it for
himself, and she would not stoop to entreat her freedom again. With a
laughing recommendation to get a little colour into her cheeks before
the evening, he left her, and she was thankful to be allowed to
escape.
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