British -- Asia -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
The evening was a terrible one to her, although she had foreseen that
it would naturally fall to Major Keeling to take her in, as the only
lady in the place besides Lady Haigh. The Chief was in one of his
black moods, so the other men whispered to one another; and Penelope
sat beside him through the stages of that interminable dinner, and
waxed desperate. He could do much for her sake, but he could not speak
and act as if the interview of that afternoon had never taken place,
and he said barely a word during the meal, while the settled gloom in
his eye when it rested upon Ferrers terrified Penelope. She threw
herself into the breach, talked nonsense with the other men, as if
despairing of getting a word from him, tried manfully to cover his
silence, and knew all the time that she was wounding him afresh with
every word she spoke. As soon as she and Lady Haigh were in the
drawing-room she went straight to her guitar-case, and, getting out
the instrument, tuned it to the utmost pitch of perfection. Presently
Lady Haigh, who had been watching her anxiously, came and tried to
take the guitar out of her hands.
“You mustn’t sing to-night, Pen,” she said; “I’m going to make you
rest quietly in a corner.” But Penelope resisted her efforts.
“No, Elma,” she said. “I am going to sing the whole evening. If you
want to help me, ask for another song whenever I stop--only not sad
ones. Otherwise----”
The entrance of the men prevented the rest of the sentence, and Lady
Haigh could do nothing but obey. She was conscious of the thundercloud
on Major Keeling’s brow, and thought she could guess at its cause; but
she seconded Penelope’s efforts nobly, scouted any sad songs that were
suggested, and made the gentlemen agree with acclamation that Miss
Ross had never sung with such archness and expression in her life. In
her mind was running a line from one of the songs which Penelope had
laid down with a shudder,--
“Go, weep for those whose hearts have bled
What time their eyes were dry,”--
and she knew that the only chance was to leave her not a moment for
thought. It did not surprise her when, after the guests were gone,
Penelope took up the guitar once more, and deliberately snapped the
strings one after the other. It would be long before she could touch
it again without living through that evening’s agony afresh.
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