He reflected that she had called him a fool; then he remembered that she
had not. She had said that she could stand fools better than she could
stand men who played the fool. Played the fool! Well, in a way that was
just. He hadn’t thought of it in that way, but certainly a man who could
fly a ship with the best of them was a fool when he flew like a crazy
kid or a drunken sot. And yet, he had been the exhibition pilot for this
circus not for the applause or the notoriety or the money in it, but
simply because none of the other pilots were so adept at the stick or in
the least eager for the job. He understood their viewpoint and
sympathized with it. They preferred the dull round of passenger
carrying; he had been willing enough to sling a ship around a bit to
attract a crowd and win the circus a decent notice in the newspapers.
“I guess lately I’ve been sort of reckless,” he muttered. “Since we
leased this field--since Frank Cross and the other newspaper men have
been doing that stuff about me being the Ace of Deuces--the ‘King of
Crashers’--well, I guess I must have been trying to outdo myself.”
He nodded his head. “A man can’t compete against himself and win,” he
reasoned. “That way the flying gets wilder every day. Then some time
gravity steps on you or you get a puff of wind when you aren’t wanting a
puff, and you lose.”
He thought some more. Most--in fact, about all--the circus stunt pilots,
wing walkers and crowd catchers of every sort that he knew were avid for
admiration, applause, hero worship. That was what kept them going--the
sort of stuff about defying death that Frank Cross wrote about him.
“Can’t say I’m crazy about having a crowd’s eyes pop out as if they were
on sticks at the sight of me,” he told himself. “And I certainly don’t
get anything but sort of an ashamed feeling out of reading about myself
in the newspapers. What am I doing this stuff for, anyhow? To please
Walt Tennant and the rest of the bunch, I guess.”
He swung around suddenly and headed rapidly for the field again. “When
little Lyle gets as upset about me as all that, then to hell with what
the rest of ’em want!” he growled. A surge of tenderness swept over him.
Lyle! What would the Tennant circus --the rest of the world--be without
Lyle? Nothing! He had seen so much of her that he had not realized how
much she meant in his life.
“I’m in love with her--in love!” he muttered. “I’ve been in love with
Lyle a long, long time. And--maybe she’s in love with me! What a dumb
fool I am!”
For King Horn the time to do things was always now. He broke into a run.
Overhead, the ships of the circus were circling on ten-minute hops. Sam
Smith had made it plain to the spectators that these pilots, unlike King
Horn, were safe and sane.
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