Death -- Fiction; Forgiveness -- Fiction; Memory -- Fiction
Every year, the day he walked back from the great graveyard, he went to
church as he had done the day his idea was born. It was on this
occasion, as it happened, after a year had passed, that he began to
observe his altar to be haunted by a worshipper at least as frequent as
himself. Others of the faithful, and in the rest of the church, came and
went, appealing sometimes, when they disappeared, to a vague or to a
particular recognition; but this unfailing presence was always to be
observed when he arrived and still in possession when he departed. He
was surprised, the first time, at the promptitude with which it assumed
an identity for him—the identity of the lady whom two years before, on
his anniversary, he had seen so intensely bowed, and of whose tragic face
he had had so flitting a vision. Given the time that had passed, his
recollection of her was fresh enough to make him wonder. Of himself she
had of course no impression, or rather had had none at first: the time
came when her manner of transacting her business suggested her having
gradually guessed his call to be of the same order. She used his altar
for her own purpose—he could only hope that sad and solitary as she
always struck him, she used it for her own Dead. There were
interruptions, infidelities, all on his part, calls to other associations
and duties; but as the months went on he found her whenever he returned,
and he ended by taking pleasure in the thought that he had given her
almost the contentment he had given himself. They worshipped side by
side so often that there were moments when he wished he might be sure, so
straight did their prospect stretch away of growing old together in their
rites. She was younger than he, but she looked as if her Dead were at
least as numerous as his candles. She had no colour, no sound, no fault,
and another of the things about which he had made up his mind was that
she had no fortune. Always black-robed, she must have had a succession
of sorrows. People weren’t poor, after all, whom so many losses could
overtake; they were positively rich when they had had so much to give up.
But the air of this devoted and indifferent woman, who always made, in
any attitude, a beautiful accidental line, conveyed somehow to Stransom
that she had known more kinds of trouble than one.
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