Death -- Fiction; Forgiveness -- Fiction; Memory -- Fiction
He judged, wondering a good deal before he made any motion to leave her,
that the difference would somehow be very great and would consist of
still other things than her having let him come in. It rather chilled
him, for they had been happy together as they were. He extracted from
her at any rate an intimation that she should now have means less
limited, that her aunt’s tiny fortune had come to her, so that there was
henceforth only one to consume what had formerly been made to suffice for
two. This was a joy to Stransom, because it had hitherto been equally
impossible for him either to offer her presents or contentedly to stay
his hand. It was too ugly to be at her side that way, abounding himself
and yet not able to overflow—a demonstration that would have been
signally a false note. Even her better situation too seemed only to draw
out in a sense the loneliness of her future. It would merely help her to
live more and more for their small ceremonial, and this at a time when he
himself had begun wearily to feel that, having set it in motion, he might
depart. When they had sat a while in the pale parlour she got up—“This
isn’t my room: let us go into mine.” They had only to cross the narrow
hall, as he found, to pass quite into another air. When she had closed
the door of the second room, as she called it, he felt at last in real
possession of her. The place had the flush of life—it was expressive;
its dark red walls were articulate with memories and relics. These were
simple things—photographs and water-colours, scraps of writing framed and
ghosts of flowers embalmed; but a moment sufficed to show him they had a
common meaning. It was here she had lived and worked, and she had
already told him she would make no change of scene. He read the
reference in the objects about her—the general one to places and times;
but after a minute he distinguished among them a small portrait of a
gentleman. At a distance and without their glasses his eyes were only so
caught by it as to feel a vague curiosity. Presently this impulse
carried him nearer, and in another moment he was staring at the picture
in stupefaction and with the sense that some sound had broken from him.
He was further conscious that he showed his companion a white face when
he turned round on her gasping: “Acton Hague!”
She matched his great wonder. “Did you know him?”
“He was the friend of all my youth—of my early manhood. And _you_ knew
him?”
She coloured at this and for a moment her answer failed; her eyes
embraced everything in the place, and a strange irony reached her lips as
she echoed: “Knew him?”
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