Death -- Fiction; Forgiveness -- Fiction; Memory -- Fiction
descent of Mary Antrim opened his spirit with a great compunctious throb
for the descent of Acton Hague. It was as if Stransom had read what her
eyes said to him.
After a moment he looked round in a despair that made him feel as if the
source of life were ebbing. The church had been empty—he was alone; but
he wanted to have something done, to make a last appeal. This idea gave
him strength for an effort; he rose to his feet with a movement that made
him turn, supporting himself by the back of a bench. Behind him was a
prostrate figure, a figure he had seen before; a woman in deep mourning,
bowed in grief or in prayer. He had seen her in other days—the first
time of his entrance there, and he now slightly wavered, looking at her
again till she seemed aware he had noticed her. She raised her head and
met his eyes: the partner of his long worship had come back. She looked
across at him an instant with a face wondering and scared; he saw he had
made her afraid. Then quickly rising she came straight to him with both
hands out.
“Then you _could_ come? God sent you!” he murmured with a happy smile.
“You’re very ill—you shouldn’t be here,” she urged in anxious reply.
“God sent me too, I think. I was ill when I came, but the sight of you
does wonders.” He held her hands, which steadied and quickened him.
“I’ve something to tell you.”
“Don’t tell me!” she tenderly pleaded; “let me tell you. This afternoon,
by a miracle, the sweetest of miracles, the sense of our difference left
me. I was out—I was near, thinking, wandering alone, when, on the spot,
something changed in my heart. It’s my confession—there it is. To come
back, to come back on the instant—the idea gave me wings. It was as if I
suddenly saw something—as if it all became possible. I could come for
what you yourself came for: that was enough. So here I am. It’s not for
my own—that’s over. But I’m here for _them_.” And breathless,
infinitely relieved by her low precipitate explanation, she looked with
eyes that reflected all its splendour at the magnificence of their altar.
“They’re here for you,” Stransom said, “they’re present to-night as
they’ve never been. They speak for you—don’t you see?—in a passion of
light; they sing out like a choir of angels. Don’t you hear what they
say?—they offer the very thing you asked of me.”
“Don’t talk of it—don’t think of it; forget it!” She spoke in hushed
supplication, and while the alarm deepened in her eyes she disengaged one
of her hands and passed an arm round him to support him better, to help
him to sink into a seat.
He let himself go, resting on her; he dropped upon the bench and she fell
on her knees beside him, his own arm round her shoulder. So he remained
an instant, staring up at his shrine. “They say there’s a gap in the
array—they say it’s not full, complete. Just one more,” he went on,
softly—“isn’t that what you wanted? Yes, one more, one more.”
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