Long, narrow shoes, tiny ridiculous shoes—some of them with loose,
dangling rosettes, others showing a bare place where the rosette or
a jewel had once been fastened. High heels, and the soles scarcely
thicker than a sheet of paper. Sometimes a rent in the satin, and the
maker’s name stamped in dim gilt letters. Shoes, no doubt, that long
ago stepped daring quadrilles at the _bal masqué_ of the Opera; the
shoes of Mademoiselle Liane de Luneville, a former blonde and brilliant
courtesan; and next to them remnants from Mademoiselle de Luneville’s
wardrobe. A white satin dress, sewn with artificial pearls, dismembered
silken sleeves, spangled stuffs, daring gauzes, and other extravagances
and audacities. Courtesan finery. Sold, no doubt, in the twilight of the
_demi-mondaine’s_ career; or seized roughly by the bailiffs when not a
shadow of the beauty or glory of Mademoiselle de Luneville remained.
Now does a moth fly out of a piece of tapestry I have shaken. Now do
I behold a black cat, with lurid yellow eyes, perched motionless upon
a pile of draperies in a corner. Now do I perceive gigantic cobwebs
overhead. Thus, some life—but life of an eerie nature—in the cellar.
“Je ne vous dérange pas, Madame?”
“Faîtes donc, faîtes donc,” replies the deep, sepulchral voice of Veuve
Mollard.
A cracked water-colour landscape signed, ever so faintly, “R. E. F.”
Disposed of, perhaps, for a five-franc piece; and to-day the painter
either dead, or a shabby, lonely, struggling old fellow? or a rich and
distinguished “master”? A sword—used in a duel? A small silver mug—from a
god-father? Pink, white and black dominoes: they should have been placed
amongst the courtesan’s finery. The _bâton_ of a _chef d’orchestre_,
silver-mounted, of ebony. A bunch of tarnished seals; chipped vases
and liqueur glasses; a cracked, frameless mirror; a collection of old
legal and medical books; a heap of dusty, fantastic draperies of the
kind used extensively by the students of the Latin Quarter. Deceptive
draperies that once turned a bed into a divan, discreet draperies that
hid the scars on the walls—the draperies of Paul and Pierre, of Gaston
and René, sons of Henri Mürger, genuine, veritable Bohemians, who, if
they lived recklessly and irresponsibly, were nevertheless full of
generous impulses, imagination, ideals, but who to-day are become stout,
bourgeois, double-chinned inhabitants of such dreary provincial towns as
Abbeville and Arras.
Thus the past in this cellar; in every nook and corner of this rambling,
chaotic cellar, the past. Changes and changes—but not one change for
the better. All around me evidence of somebody’s indifference and
faithlessness to old possessions. On all sides, symbols of somebody’s
downfall and ruin.
“Je vous remercie, Madame.”
“C’est moi qui vous remercie, Monsieur.”
On my way out—on the crooked stone staircase leading upwards to the hole
in the wall—I look back.
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