English fiction -- 19th century; Marriage -- Fiction
Could she give as much as he? It was hardly asked. If we feel we can
give our breath of life, the strength of the feeling fully answers. It
bubbles perpetually from the depth like a well-spring in tumult. Two
hearts that make one soul do not separately count their gifts.
For the rest, her hunger to admire disposed her to an absorbing
sentience of his acts; the trifles, gestures, manner of this and that;
which were seized as they flew, and swiftly assimilated to stamp his
personality. Driving was the piece of skill she could not do. Her
husband’s mastery of the reins endowed him with the beauty of those
harmonious trotters he guided and kept to their pace; and the humming
rush of the pace, the smooth torrent of the brown heath-knolls and
reddish pits and hedge-lines and grass-flats and copses pouring the
counter-way of her advance, belonged to his wizardry. The bearing of her
onward was her abandonment to him. Delicious as mountain air, the wind
sang; it had a song of many voices. Quite as much as on the mountains,
there was the keen, the blissful, nerve-knotting catch of the presence
of danger in the steep descents, taken as if swallowed, without swerve
or check. She was in her husband’s hands. At times, at the pitch of a
rapid shelving, that was like a fall, her heart went down; and at the
next throb exalted before it rose, not reasoning why;--her confidence
was in him; she was his comrade whatever chanced. Up over the
mountain-peaks she had known edged moments, little heeded in their
passage, when life is poised as a crystal pitcher on the head, in peril
of a step. Then she had been dependent on herself. Now she had the joy
of trusting to her husband.
His hard leftward eye had view of her askant, if he cared to see how she
bore the trial; and so relentlessly did he take the slopes, that the
man inside pushed out an inquiring pate, the two grooms tightened arms
across their chests. Her face was calmly set, wakeful, but unwrinkled:
the creature did not count among timid girls--or among civilized. She
had got what she wanted from her madman--mad in his impulses, mad in his
reading of honour. She was the sister of Henrietta’s husband. Henrietta
bore the name she had quitted. Could madness go beyond the marrying of
the creature? He chafed at her containment, at her courage, her silence,
her withholding the brazen or the fawnish look-up, either of which he
would have hated.
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