The American Diary of a Japanese GirlNoguchi, Yoné
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The American Diary of a Japanese Girl
Noguchi, Yoné
Japan -- Fiction; Japanese -- United States -- Fiction
She hummed a jaunty ditty. Her head inclined pathetically against my
shoulder. My hair, stirred by the sea zephyrs, patted her cheek.
She said the song was “My Gal’s a High-Born Lady.”
Who was its author? Emerson did not write it surely.
* * * * *
When I returned to the hotel, I undertook to place on the wall the
weather-torn fragment of cotton which I had picked up at the park.
These words were printed on it:
“KEEP OFF
THE GRASS.”
I decided to mail it to my Japan, requesting my daddy to post it upon my
garden grasses—somewhere by the old cherry tree.
9th—To-day is the third anniversary of my grandmother’s death.
I will keep myself in devotion.
I burned the incense I had bought from a Chinaman. I watched the
beautiful gesticulation of its smoke.
Good Grandma!
She wished she could live long enough to be present at my wedding
ceremony. She prayed that she might select the marriage equipage for me.
I am alone yet.
I wonder if she knows—does her ghost peep from the grasses?—that I am
drifting among the ijins she ever loathed.
I don’t see how to manage myself sometimes—like an unskilful fictionist
with his heroine.
When shall I get married?
10th—I yawned.
Nothing is more unbecoming to a woman than yawning.
I think it no offence to swear once in a while in one’s closet.
I was alone.
I tore to pieces my “Things Seen in the Street,” and fed the waste-paper
basket with them.
The basket looked so hungry without any rubbish. An unkept basket is
more pleasing, like a soiled autograph-book.
“I didn’t come to Amerikey to be critical, that is, to act mean, did I?”
I said.
I must remain an Oriental girl, like a cherry blossom smiling softly in
the Spring moonlight.
But afterwards I felt sorry for my destruction.
I thrust my hand into the basket. I plucked them up. They were illegibly
as follows:
“ women coursing like a
’rikisha of ’Hama their children
crying at home left somewhere
their womanliness
gentleman with stove-pipe hat blowing
nose with his fingers young
lady kept busy chewing gum
while walking. If you once show such a grace
at Tokio, you shall wait fruitlessly for the
marriage offer.
“ old grandma in gay red skirt
aged man arm-in-arm with wife
so young What a martyrdom
to marry for G-O-L-D! policeman
has no
“San Francisco is a beautiful city, but
’vertisements of ‘The Girl From Paris’
W——d’s Beer
with the watches hanging on their breasts
God bless you, red necktie
gentleman woman at the corner
chattering like a street politician.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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