Americans -- England -- Fiction; West Country (England) -- Fiction
He turned away and lifted his eyes and saw the golden reefs
and rosy cloud-islands of that wonderful dawn. Still the pomp
and glory of sunrise filled the sky, for only minutes had passed
since he stared upwards and prayed and uttered premises. He
marvelled that so much could happen in such a brief compass of
time. He mused of this experience and of his former hatred of
a psalmist's curse. He had rebelled against that awful petition
as being the demon's plea, beyond a good God's power to grant.
Yet the thing had happened to himself in this hour: his prayer
was turned into sin.
And then he hid himself within the hollow and lonely
antres of the land. From dawn till dusk he tramped the desert
beyond man's sight, and called on darkness to inspire him.
Once without set purpose, he returned within sight of the spot
where Lovey Lee had fallen. She lay there just as he had
struck her down; and there she would lie until the carrion crows
scattered her bones. His crime was safe enough from discovery
unless it pleased him to reveal it. The deed he gradually grasped;
its consequence still evaded his mind; but as he worked backwards
in thought he came to Grace. Then he stood still before
the vision of her perchance perishing of starvation. He was
doubly a murderer; and, to escape that awful imputation, he told
himself that the dead woman had lied to torture him; that her
tales concerning his amphora were as untrue as the things that
she had asserted concerning his child. He strove to find comfort
in the thought that her life had stood forfeit to the State; then
sophistry faded from him and a man, at best but little versed
in the force of speech, stood dumb before a terrific truth.
Murder overtook him and stuck to his side like a ponderable,
shadow-casting shape. Far away he knew that foxes were
creeping at the dim edge of dusk and barking of what they had
found. First an aversion from any thought of a human face
crowded upon him; then as the stars began to shine, he found
himself craving hungrily for the companionship of man. He sat
and rested for a while; he drank and watched a young moon in
a green sky. The heath rolled here in deep billows, unfretted by
stock or stone. As it held unshed waters, so it could suck up
darkness; and already detail was dying out of it ere twilight fell. He
rose and walked onwards, careless of direction, into a chaos of
marsh and broken peat hillocks. His mind worked quicker
while his body moved; it stagnated into a slough of sheer blood
when he sat still. Deep longing to see a fellow-creature held
him; and suddenly, though he was got beyond the power of
astonishment, a thing astonishing happened, and he found another
man. It was improbable that two human beings had met in this
shunned spot for years; perhaps no foot of man had trodden it
since some storm-lost miner wandered that way when Elizabeth
was queen.
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