The American Spirit in the Writings of Americans of Foreign Birth
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The American Spirit in the Writings of Americans of Foreign Birth
American literature; Americanization; Noncitizens -- United States
There was Paul faithfully at the ferry, and as I came off he rushed
up to me and threw his arms around me and kissed me affectionately.
Did I kiss him back? I am afraid not. He took the grip out of my hand
and carried it to the Brooklyn Bridge. Then we boarded a car. I asked
him where we were going, and he said, mysteriously, “To Harry’s.” A
surprise was awaiting me, apparently. As we entered the little alley
of a store in the Italian quarter, I looked about me and saw no one.
But suddenly there was a burst of laughter from a dozen voices, a door
or two opened violently, and my whole family was upon me,--brothers,
a new sister-in-law, cousins of various degrees, some old people, a
few children. They rushed me into the apartment behind the store,
pelting me with endearments and with questions. The table was set as
for a Purim feast. There was an odor of pot-roasted chicken, and my
eye caught a glimpse of chopped eggplant. As the meal progressed, my
heart was touched by their loving thoughtfulness. Nothing had been
omitted,--not even the red wine and the Turkish peas and rice. Harry
and every one else kept on urging me to eat. “It’s a long time since
you have had a real meal,” said my sister-in-law. How true it was! But
I felt constrained, and ate very little. Here were the people and the
things I had so longed to be with; but I caught myself regarding them
with the eyes of a Western American. Suddenly--at one glance, as it
were--I grasped the answer to the problem that had puzzled me so long;
for here in the persons of those dear to me I was seeing myself as
those others had seen me.
I went about revisiting old scenes, and found that everything had
changed in my brief absence. My friends were not the same; the East
Side was not the same. They never would be the same. What had come over
them? My kinsfolk and my old companions looked me over and declared
that it was I who had become transformed. I had become soberer. I
carried myself differently. There was an unfamiliar reserve, something
mingled of coldness and melancholy, in my eye. My very speech had a new
intonation. It was more incisive, but, less fluent, less cordial, they
thought. Perhaps so. At any rate, while my people were still dear to
me, and always would be dear to me, the atmosphere about them repelled
me. If it _was_ I who had changed, then, as I took in the little world
I had emerged from, I could not help telling myself that the change was
a salutary one.
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