It was some time before I had the opportunity, even if I had the
courage, to look Dorothy in the face. When the moment came she was
flushed with dancing and looked beautiful. Ordinarily she was a little
pale, but not even Gilbertine, with her sumptuous coloring, showed a
warmer cheek than she, as, resting from the waltz, she leaned against
the rose-tinted wall and let her eyes for the first time rise slowly to
where I stood talking mechanically to my partner.
Gentle eyes they were, made for appeal, and eloquent with a subdued
heart language. But they were held in check by an infinite discretion.
Never have I caught them quite off their guard, and to-night they were
wholly unreadable. Yet she was trembling with something more than the
fervor of the dance, and the little hand which had touched mine in
lingering pressure a few hours before was not quiet for a moment. I
could not see it fluttering in and out of the folds of her smoke-colored
dress without a sickening wonder if the little purple box which was the
cause of my horror lay somewhere concealed amid the airy puffs and
ruffles that rose and fell so rapidly over her heaving breast. Could her
eye rest on mine, even in this cold and perfunctory manner, if the drop
which could separate us for ever lay concealed over her heart? She knew
that I loved her. From the first hour we met in her aunt's forbidding
parlor in Thirty-sixth Street, she had recognized my passion, however
perfectly I had succeeded in concealing it from others. Inexperienced as
she was in those days, she had noted as quickly as any society belle the
effect produced upon me by her chill prettiness and her air of meek
reserve under which one felt the heart-break; and though she would never
openly acknowledge my homage and frowned down every attempt on my part
at lover-like speech or attention, I was as sure that she rated my
feelings at their real value, as that she was the dearest, yet most
incomprehensible, mortal my narrow world contained. When, therefore, I
encountered her eyes at the end of the dance I said to myself:
"She may not love me, but she knows that I love her, and, being a woman
of sympathetic instincts, would never meet my eyes with so calm a look
if she were meditating an act which must infallibly plunge me into
misery." Yet I was not satisfied to go away without a word. So, taking
the bull by the horns, I excused myself to my partner, and crossed to
Dorothy's side.
"Will you dance the next waltz with me?" I asked.
Her eyes fell from mine directly and she drew back in a way that
suggested flight.
"I shall dance no more to-night," said she, her hand rising in its
nervous fashion to her hair.
I made no appeal. I just watched that hand, whereupon she flushed
vividly and seemed more than ever anxious to escape. At which I spoke
again.
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