The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
These were flitting surface fancies. Below the surface she seemed to
live another life, bordering on that unseen world which at all times
closely surrounds us. We know practically little of the experiences
of sufferers, when they are too far removed by dire sickness to give
expression to their thoughts. If they rally to health, they are apt to
forget much that they have gone through, albeit they often come out
from such an experience different from their former selves, transformed
or to some extent remade. This comes about, not alone through bodily
suffering, but, in some cases at least, doubtless through the silent
touch of unseen influences, acting through the mind, and especially
through awakened memories. It may be that "often" is too strong a word.
The process is occasional rather than common; and perhaps it seldom
if ever takes place, unless there has been an earnest desire to do
rightly, and a sincere though blind feeling after Him Who is never far
from any one of us.
From the first, Cecilia had turned from Bertha and had clung to Prue.
No one could say why, except that she was possessed by the idea
that Bertha alone was responsible for Lettice's long absence. She
never blamed Prue. If Bertha spoke tenderly, Cecilia would show cold
indifference; if Prue did the same, she would smile a response. It
spoke well for Bertha that no tinge of jealousy troubled her. Prue
could help where she could not; and Bertha was content.
So matters lasted, until another rally came. There were long hours of
continuous sleep; and from this phase she emerged, altered. Not in face
alone, but in herself. She had ceased to show dislike to Bertha, and
her mind seemed far-away; while in manner she had become gentle and
grateful. The old habit of reserve enveloped her still, but not to the
same extent; and when alone with Prue it gave way.
For nearly two days it seemed to Prue, and perhaps also to Bertha, that
recovery from this particular attack had fairly set in. The doctor
spoke no word of hope, and his silence was afterwards remembered,
though at the time not so much marked.
Prue was blaming herself much for an indiscretion. During Cecilia's
long sleep, she had yielded to the younger sister's pleadings, and had
on her own responsibility taken Lettice into the room for "one look."
She had not realised what that brief glimpse would mean; because she
did not realise how great an alteration had been wrought by this last
relapse. It was not till she had to half carry Lettice away, shivering
with the shock, that she knew how unwise she had been.
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