The Andersons : $b Brother and sister — John Shaqi
The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
The doctor, summoned at haphazard from a neighbouring street, was
kindness itself: and the clergyman of the parish called often. But
though Miss Anderson had been years in this house, she was a stranger
to both of them. Despite all their efforts to break through her shield
of reticence, she and they remained "strangers yet." Nor was she so
grateful as she might have been for their exertions on behalf of Felix,
since the result meant to herself deep disappointment.
"I have been talking with Mrs. Crofton about you, Felix; and we both
wish you to stay on here, when Lettice and I are gone."
"If I can afford it." Felix did not seem enamoured with the plan.
Freedom had its charms for him, and he might be more free elsewhere.
"She will let you have the top back bedroom for half-a-crown a week,
and will do everything for you. It would be impossible to get a
furnished room anywhere else for so little."
"Ten shillings a month. About six pounds a year. I could manage that,
of course. But I say, Sis—" and the lad flushed up hotly; "will it
repay her?"
"She says so. I did hesitate—and I told her it ought at least to be
more in the season: but she would not listen. She declares that she
owes us a great deal, and perhaps it is true. We have never been
behindhand, all these years, in our rent; and of course I have done her
many little kindnesses. By-and-by, it may be in your power to repay her
more fully."
"I hate to be indebted to anybody."
"Yes, I know!—" with full understanding. While Lettice glanced
uncomprehendingly from one to the other. "But Mrs. Crofton is a good
creature. I would rather be indebted to her than to most people. And
the room is not bad—it is neatly furnished, and only one side of the
ceiling slants. I told her the plan would be a comfort to me."
"Oh, it will do as well as anything. I just have to get along for
the present. I don't mean to be in a shop all my days—or in a garret
bedroom."
"You won't—I am sure. It would make me wretched to think so."
"I shall not. I'll get on, somehow. I mean to get on. The chance will
come to me, and I shall use it. You'll see."
Would she see? Or would she soon be far-away, beyond reach of this
idolised brother?
The question came acutely, bringing a shadow with it. For no brightness
lay in the thought. Neither by bringing-up nor by after-conviction was
Cecilia in any sense a religious woman. She had a philosophical way of
viewing troubles, and a spirited fashion of making the best of things:
and what was inevitable she would accept courageously. But death for
her meant simply being cut off from her dearest ones—above and beyond
all, from Felix! The land on the other side of the grave was, for her,
not a Paradise of joy and reunion, but a blank existence of absence and
forgetfulness. All her energies had been expended on this life: all
her treasure was lodged in this world. She had only a faint confidence
in a vague "Providence" to help her through the last straggle, when it
should come.
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