The angel of his presence; and Gabriel the AcadianHill, Grace Livingston
Religion
The angel of his presence; and Gabriel the Acadian
Hill, Grace Livingston
Christian fiction
The fire that his mother had caused to be lighted to take off the chill
of the summer evening and complete the welcome of the room, sent out a
ruddy glow and threw into high relief the rich, dark gloss of the frame
and the wonderful picture. It was as if the sombre, stone-arched room
opened directly from his own, and he saw the living forms of the Twelve
gathered around that table with the Master in the midst. But the Master
was looking straight at him—at him, John Wentworth Stanley,
self-satisfied gentleman of the world that he was, looking at him and
away from the other disciples. Down through all the ages those grave,
kind, sad, sweet eyes looked him through and through, and seemed to sift
his life, his every action, till things that he had done now and
yesterday, and last year, that he had forgotten, and even when he was a
little boy, seemed to start out and look him in the face behind the
shadows of those solid stones of that upper chamber. The more he looked
the more he wondered at the power the picture seemed to have. He looked
away to prove it, and he knew the eyes were following his.
The rosy glow of the firelight seemed to be caught and crystallized in a
thousand sparkles on one side of the fire. He looked in passing and knew
what the sparkles were, the fine crystal points of that cut glass
decanter. He had forgotten its existence until now, since the day he had
had it packed. He knew it was a beautiful thing in its way, but he had
not intended that it should be thus displayed. He hoped his mother had
not seen it. He would look at it and then put it away, that is, pretty
soon. Now his eyes were held by the eyes of his Master. Yes, his Master,
for he had owned his name and called himself a Christian, and no matter
what other things had come in to fill his mind, he had no wish to give
up the “name to live.” And yet he was conscious, strangely, abnormally
conscious of that decanter. His Master seemed to be looking at it too,
and to be inquiring of him how he came to have it in his possession. For
the first time he was conscious, painfully so, that he had never given
its donor any cause to think that such a gift would be less acceptable
to him than something else. His Master had understood that too, he felt
sure. He was annoyed that he could frame no excuse for himself, as he
had so easily done when the gift first reached him. He had even been
confident that he would be able to explain it to his mother so that she
would be rather pleased with the gift than otherwise, strong temperance
woman though he knew her to be. Now all his reasons had fled. The eyes
of his Master, his kind, loving, sorrowing Master were upon him. He
began to be irritated at the picture. He arose and seized the decanter
hastily, to put it somewhere out of sight, just where he had not
thought.
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