The angel of his presence; and Gabriel the AcadianHill, Grace Livingston
Religion
The angel of his presence; and Gabriel the Acadian
Hill, Grace Livingston
Christian fiction
Was it true that he was sure his Master never would have done it? Then
ought he, a professed follower of Christ? He tried to say that Miss
Manning had peculiar views on this subject and that those boys were
unduly influenced by her; and he recalled how many good followers of
Christ were addicted to the habit. Nevertheless, he felt sure that no
one of them would advise a young man to begin to smoke and he also felt
sure about what Jesus Christ would do.
It had been a long time since he had tried himself and his daily walking
with that sentence, “What would Jesus do?” He did not realize that he
was again falling into the way of it. If he had it might have made him
too satisfied with himself.
There came to be many nights when he sat up late looking into the fire
and comparing his life with the life of the Man whose pictured eyes
looked down so constantly into his own. It was like having a shadow of
Christ’s presence with him constantly. At first it had annoyed him and
hung over him like a pall, that feeling of the unseen Presence which was
symbolized by the skillful hand of the artist. Then it had grown
awesome, and held him from many deeds and words, nay even thoughts,
until now it was growing sweet and dear, a presence of help, the eyes of
a friend looking down upon him in all his daily actions, and
unconsciously he was beginning to wonder whenever a course of conduct
was presented to his mind whether it would seem right to Christ.
At last the happy winter was slipping away rapidly. He had scarcely
stopped to realize how fast, until one night when letters had come in on
the evening mail, one from England brought vividly to his mind some of
his thoughts and resolves and feelings during that return voyage in the
fall. He smiled to himself as he leaned back in the great leather chair
and half-closed his eyes. How he had resolved to devote himself to art
and literature and leave religion and philanthropy to itself! And he had
devoted himself to literature, in a way. Had not he and Miss Manning and
several others of the mission spent the greater part of the winter in an
effort to put good pictures and books into the homes of the people of
the mission, and also to interest these people in the pictures and
books? He had delivered several popular lectures, illustrated by the
best pictures, and had assisted at readings from our best authors. But
would his broad and cultured friends from the foreign shore, who had so
high an opinion of his ability, consider that a strict devotion of
himself to art and literature? And as for the despised mission and its
various functions, it had become the center of his life interest. He
glanced up at the picture on his wall. Had it not been the cause of all
this change in actions, his plans, his very feelings? Nay, had not its
central figure, the Man of Sorrows, become his friend, his guide, his
Saviour in a very real and near sense?
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