she had brought to her daughter's notice, not to say thrown at her
head, a large variety of young men, to none of whom had Madge responded
at all satisfactorily. And it was almost intensely pleasing to her at
this moment to find someone matrimonially quite impossible to her
mother's mind, who was both so attractive to her personally, and who did
not show the smallest desire to treat her otherwise than a man should
treat a man. He was perfectly natural, in fact, perfectly simple, and
quite an exception to her experience of moonlight walkers. And this
paragon continued his peerless way.
"Have you met Tom Merivale before?" he asked. "No? Of course he would
think it almost profane to say the moon was too large. He takes any fact
in nature and then proceeds to fit himself to it. Whatever untutored
nature does is right, in his view. I wonder what he would make of slugs
eating the faces of pansies slowly away. I shall ask him."
Madge gave a little shriek of horror.
"That is one of the facts of life which I can't get over," she said. "I
can't reconcile myself to wanton destruction of beauty. Oh, there is so
little in the world."
Now, there is a particular mental sensation which corresponds to the
physical sensation of stepping up a step when there is no step there.
Evelyn felt this now.
She had gone suddenly into vacancy, with a thump.
"What do you mean?" he said. "I should have thought there was so much
there that one was bewildered. Surely almost everything is beautiful."
"Do you really think that?" she asked.
"Why, of course. But the trouble is that one has not wits enough to see
it. And all beauty is equal--woman, man, mountain-side, pansy. And
probably slug," he added. "But to appreciate that would require a great
deal of insight. But Sir John Lubbock says that earwigs are excellent
mothers. That opened my eyes to earwigs."
Again Madge walked on in silence for a space.
"Are you ever bored?" she asked at length.
"Bored? No. All that anyone has ever made is at one's disposal to wonder
at. And if one can't do that, one can go and make something oneself. No,
I hope I shall have the grace to commit suicide before I am bored."
Madge stopped and turned to him. That she was being unwise she knew,
but something intimate and indwelling dictated to her.
"I am bored every day of my life!" she said. "And how can I avoid it? Is
it very stupid of me?"
Evelyn did not hesitate in his reply.
"Yes, very!" he said. "Because it is such a waste of time to be bored.
People don't recollect that."
They had come opposite the drawing-room window, and as they passed Lady
Ellington stepped out on to the terrace.
"Is that you, Madge?" she asked.
Even in the darkness Evelyn knew what had happened to Madge's face. The
fall of it was reflected in her voice.
"Yes; have you finished your bridge?" she asked.
"We are waiting for Mr.--Mr. Dundas to cut in," she said. "Mr. Home
thought he was in the smoking-room, and has gone there."
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