Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Poor -- Juvenile fiction
The conversation was occasionally interrupted by her cough and want of
breath. Her tone of voice was clear, though feeble; her manner solemn
and collected; and her eye, though more dim than formerly, by no means
wanting in liveliness as she spoke. I had frequently admired the
superior language in which she expressed her ideas, as well as the
scriptural consistency with which she communicated her thoughts. She had
a good natural understanding, and grace, as is generally the case, had
much improved it. On the present occasion I could not help thinking she
was peculiarly favoured. The whole strength of gracious and natural
attainments seemed to be in full exercise.
After taking my seat between the daughter and the mother (the latter
fixing her fond eyes upon her child with great anxiety while we were
conversing), I said to Elizabeth--
"I hope you enjoy a sense of the divine presence, and can rest all upon
Him who has 'been with thee,' and has 'kept thee in all places where thou
hast gone,' and will bring thee into 'the land of pure delight, where
saints immortal reign.'"
"Sir, I think I can. My mind has lately been sometimes clouded, but I
believe it has been partly owing to the great weakness and suffering of
my bodily frame, and partly to the envy of my spiritual enemy, who wants
to persuade me that Christ has no love for me, and that I have been a
self-deceiver."
"And do you give way to his suggestions? Can you doubt, amidst such
numerous tokens of past and present mercy?"
"No, sir, I mostly am enabled to preserve a clear evidence of his love. I
do not wish to add to my other sins that of denying his manifest goodness
to my soul--I would acknowledge it to his praise and glory."
"What is your present view of the state in which you were before you felt
seriously concerned about the salvation of your soul?"
"Sir, I was a proud, thoughtless girl; fond of dress and finery. I loved
the world, and the things that are in the world. I lived in service
among worldly people, and never had the happiness of being in a family
where worship was regarded, and the souls of the servants cared for,
either by master or mistress. I went once on a Sunday to church, more to
see and be seen than to pray or hear the word of God. I thought I was
quite good enough to be saved, and disliked, and often laughed at,
religious people. I was in great darkness; I knew nothing of the way of
salvation. I never prayed, nor was sensible of the awful danger of a
prayerless state. I wished to maintain the character of a good servant,
and was much lifted up whenever I met with applause. I was tolerably
moral and decent in my conduct, from motives of carnal and worldly
policy; but I was a stranger to God and Christ. I neglected my soul; and
had I died in such a state, hell must, and would justly, have been my
portion."
"How long is it since you heard the sermon which, you hope, through God's
blessing, effected your conversion?"
"About five years ago."
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