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Richard Latham kept his blind eyes turned steadily toward her as if he
could see her and would fathom the mystery. He shook his head. “That
isn’t it,” he said, slowly. “There is something about you that makes me
do my best, and more than my own best. I had other people before you
came to help me, and it was a regular grind. No grind with you to start
me off and hold me to it, you quiet wonder-worker! But you didn’t tell
me; do you mind reading to me to-day? I don’t want to be troublesome.”
He repeated the words with a wistful note in his voice that made Anne
spring to her feet and cross to a chair near him. She clasped her hands
in her lap, her face sweet with pity. She could not endure it that this
man, whose genius she followed breathlessly, should fear to burden
others. It stabbed her to know that he never could escape this fear.
“Ah, Mr. Latham,” she said, and she did not know how her voice caressed
him, nor how he at once leaped to meet the caress and shrank from that
pitiful thing, pity, which may be akin to love, but which is to a lover
but a bastard kin that usurps love’s throne, “don’t you know that the
hours in which I read to you are delightful to me? Try to imagine what
I get from them, with you to supplement what I read! I never tire
reading, but----” Anne got no farther. Richard Latham started up with
an exclamation, then dropped back into his chair.
“But you would read whether you like it or not, you started to say,
then remembered that I might not want to hear it! You would serve me in
any way that you could, out of your great, womanly compassion? I know
it, oh, I know it, Anne Dallas! I am grateful; don’t think I’m not.
It’s a big thing to have lavished upon me. I’m glad that at least you
don’t think of your help to me as secretarial duty.”
“Oh, Mr. Latham, if you don’t want to be hurt, then don’t hurt me!”
cried Anne, shrinking.
“Forgive me,” said Latham, humbly.
He bent forward and took her hand, not fumbling for it, knowing
precisely where it lay, Anne noticed, wondering.
“That was a cowardly, contemptible speech! I believe I wanted to hurt
you! There is a confession, and it amazes me as much as it can you
that it is true. I told you that I was tired to-day; it’s nerves. Set
it down to nerves, won’t you? That sounds like a sneaking plea for
mercy, but I don’t mean it that way. You’d rather it were my nerves
than myself that were unkind? It would be such a beastly thing to want
to hurt you of all people! Confession deserves absolution when it is
sincere and contrite, doesn’t it?”
“No. It makes it unnecessary,” said Anne, softly. She was glad that he
could not see the tears in her eyes. Never before had this brave and
gentle soul betrayed to her the effort that it cost him to be and to
do without complaint all that he was and did.
“Kind little Shriver!” said Richard Latham, pressing the hand that held
his tighter than Anne knew.
Then he laid it back beside its mate in her lap and arose, laughing.
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