“Girl,” his voice grew suddenly stern and commanding, softening a
little as he repeated her name, “Jane, dear, let me finish. I love you.
There are grave reasons—all-important reasons—why I may not now ask you
to be my wife.”
Illustration: She could not bring herself to tell him, the man she
loved, the thing she knew he was.
“I never could be your wife,” she cried desperately, “the wife of a—”
The word died in her throat. She could not bring herself to tell him,
the man she loved, the thing she knew he was.
“My Jane,” he said, wholly unheeding her impassioned protest, “you know
little yet of what life means in this great world of ours. You, here in
your parents’ home, sheltered, protected, inexperienced, have not the
knowledge nor the means of judging me. You must take me on faith, on
the faith of your love for me. For a woman, life holds but two great
treasures, two loves—her husband’s and her children’s. With a man it is
different. Love is his, too, but there is something more, something
bigger—duty. Here in your country—”
Even in her distress she caught his phrase “here in _your_ country” and
turned ghastly white. Always before in talking with her he had spoken
of himself as an American. Did he realize, she wondered, that he had at
last betrayed himself to her? Was he about to strip the mask from
himself and his activities at last, and in the face of it all expect
her, Jane Strong, to admit that she loved him?
“Here in your country,” he went on placidly, “women forced by economic
conditions have been driven from home into business, into politics,
into office-holding, even into war activities. Longing for the clinging
arms of little children they are striving to forget in assuming some
part in the affairs that belong properly to men. But to the true woman
love must ever mean more than duty, more than country. Those are words
for men. A woman, if she would find happiness, must follow her heart,
must forsake all for the man she loves. A woman’s duty is only to the
man she loves, just as a man’s duty is to be true to himself, to his
country.”
“But,” she cried, “you told me you were American, that you were born
here?”
“Jane,” he persisted, with an impatient gesture, “we will not discuss
that now. I love you. You must trust me in spite of everything. I know
you will. You must. I can answer no questions. I can make no
explanations. I can only say I love you. That must suffice.”
“No, no,” she protested, almost sobbing.
“I came here to-day,” he went on calmly, “to ask a favor of you.”
“A favor,” she cried.
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