“Only for a minute,” she answered tremulously. “I’m going out soon. I
have an engagement.”
“I’ll come right over. I will not keep you long.”
As she awaited his arrival, subconsciously desirous of looking her best
in his presence, she stopped almost mechanically before her mirror to
adjust her hair, letting him wait for her for a few minutes.
He sprang forward to meet her as she entered the room where he was, his
face beaming with delight at the sight of her.
“Jane,” he cried, with a volume of meaning in the monosyllable, as
seizing her hand, he held it tightly and gazed earnestly into her face.
Bravely she tried to meet his gaze, to read in his face if she could
the object of his unexpected visit, but her eyes fell before his, and
the hot blood surged into her cheeks. Within her raged a desperate
battle between her head and heart. Mingled with her unwelcome
quickening of the pulse at his approach and admiration for his audacity
in coming to her when he must know that she knew what he was, there was
also an overwhelming sense of futile rage that he, a scheming German
plotter, dared intrude his presence into an American home.
“I’m glad to see you appear no worse for your accident,” he said,
releasing her hand at last. “You got home all right, without attracting
any one’s notice?”
“Oh, yes,” she answered, trying to make her reply seem wholly
indifferent and disinterested.
“Your chauffeur is all right, too,” he went on. “I telephoned this
morning. He had already left the doctor’s. There’s nothing more the
matter with him than a broken arm and a scalp wound. That’s fortunate,
isn’t it?”
“Very fortunate,” she admitted.
All at once as they stood there there seemed to have arisen between
them an invisible, impenetrable barrier. They faced each other
wordlessly, each embarrassed by the knowledge of the secret gulf that
was between them. Hoff was the first to recover from it.
“Come,” he said, “sit down. There is something I wish to say to
you,—something of the utmost importance, Jane.”
Still struggling with her emotions, Jane allowed him to place a chair
for her and seated herself, striving all the while to crush back into
her heart the warmth of feeling toward him that always overwhelmed her
in his presence, endeavoring to present to him a mask of cold
indifference. Yet her curiosity, as well as her affections, had been
greatly stirred by his remark. What was it that he was about to say to
her? Did he intend, in spite of the insurmountable obstacles between
them, dared he, ask her to marry him? Tremblingly she waited for what
he had to say.
“Jane,” he said, “you know that I love you. I am confident, too, that
you love me.”
“I don’t love you,” she forced her unwilling lips to say. “I can’t.
When our country is at war, when she needs men, brave men, how could
any true American girl love any man who stayed at home, who idled about
the hotels, who—”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account