I was not ill pleased that she made use of this pretext to hide the
true cause of her grief, and I thought she had not suspected me of
having killed her gallant. Madam, says I, I am so far from blaming
your grief, that I assure you, I take my share in it. I should very
much wonder if you were insensible of so great a loss: mourn on;
your tears are so many proofs of your good nature; I hope, however,
that time and reason will moderate your grief.
She retired into her apartment, where giving herself wholly up to
sorrow, she spent a whole year in mourning, and afflicting herself.
At the end of that time, she begged leave of me to build a burying
place for herself, within the bounds of the palace, where she would
continue, she told me, to the end of her days; I agreed to it, and
she built a stately palace, with a cupola, that may be seen from
hence, and she called it the Palace of Tears. When it was finished,
she caused her gallant to be brought thither, from the place whither
she had caused him to be carried the same night that I wounded him;
she had hindered his dying, by a drink she gave him, and carried to
him herself every day after he came to the Palace of Tears.
Yet, with all her enchantments, she could not cure the wretch; he
was not only unable to walk and to help himself, but had also lost
the use of his speech, and gave no sign of life, but by his looks.
Though the queen had no other consolation but to see him, and to say
to him all that her foolish passion could inspire, yet every day she
made him two long visits. I was very well informed of all this, but
pretended to know nothing of it.
One day I went out of curiosity to the Palace of Tears, to see how
the princess employed herself; and going to a place where she could
not see me, I heard her speak thus to her gallant: I am afflicted to
the highest degree to see you in this condition; I am as sensible as
yourself of the tormenting pain you endure; but, dear soul, I always
speak to you, and you do not answer me; How long will you be silent.
Speak only one word: Alas! the sweetest moments of my life are these
I spend here in partaking of your grief. I cannot live at a distance
from you, and would prefer the pleasure of always seeing you, to the
empire of the universe.
At these words, which were several times interrupted by her sighs
and sobs, I lost all patience; and discovering myself, came up to
her and said, Madam, you have mourned enough, it is time to give
over this sorrow, which dishonours us both; you have too much
forgotten what you owe to me and to yourself. Sir, said she, if you
have any kindness or complaisance left for me, I beseech you to put
no restraint upon me; allow me to give myself up to mortal grief,
which it is impossible for time to lessen.
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