The aristocrats : $b being the impressions of the Lady Helen Pole during her sojourn in the Great North Woods as spontaneously recorded in her letters to her friend in North Britain, the Countess of Edge and RossAtherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
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The aristocrats : $b being the impressions of the Lady Helen Pole during her sojourn in the Great North Woods as spontaneously recorded in her letters to her friend in North Britain, the Countess of Edge and Ross
Atherton, Gertrude Franklin Horn
Adirondack Mountains (N.Y.) -- Fiction; British -- United States -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
“No wonder you are so distractingly complete--I am afraid your
life has been a sad one these two years,” he added hurriedly, and,
actually, his nervous peremptory voice softened. “Tell me something
of it--But--pardon me--let me lift your shawl. The wind is coming and
it will be very strong.” He folded the shawl about me, and at the
same time I heard Agatha reading to Bertie so I felt off duty for the
present. And, Polly, I actually talked to him as I never talked to any
but the oldest and dearest friend before. But he drew it out of me. I
could no more resist that determined concentrated force beside me in
the dark than I could push the electric carnival over the mountain. The
man seemed magnetism incarnate, and every time the lightning flashed
across his face I could see that sympathy which comes not from a soft
heart but an intense personal interest. But perhaps that interest is
the most highly prized of all by women, and whatever the mainspring,
it was sweet to me, after all these months of terrible anxiety and
suffering. I never talk things over with Agatha; I have avoided
exchanging a glance of alarm with her; that would be too dreadful;
and until now I never have felt sufficiently free from care to become
interested enough in any one for confidences. But--and I am not the
least bit in love with him, Polly--I felt that I could talk to this man
all night. The thunder cloud moved down the lake, carrying its rain
with it, and I sat there for an hour and talked to him, while Bertie
slept on a sofa just beyond the open window and Agatha read on.
“I don’t think you like listening,” I said breaking off abruptly. “I
don’t believe you ever listened so long to any one before.”
“That is quite true. I am not a patient man and I am usually thinking
about several things at once--But--I am not going to pay you any idle
compliments. I will only say that I have great powers of realisation
and that I have absolutely understood all you have felt and suffered
during the last two years. I have felt it all so keenly that I wish I
could do something to help you. I _am_ going to be your friend,” he
added in his quick peremptory tones. “I will be your best friend in
this country which must be so strange to you. I don’t care a hang about
Rogers’ rights of priority. He isn’t capable of understanding you as I
do.”
He took my hand suddenly in his warm magnetic clasp, and I had an odd
feeling that he never intended to let it go. “This is only by way of
pledging friendship,” he said. “I am not going to disturb you by making
love to you--not yet. I make no promises for the future. You have
roused and bewildered and enthralled me. Whether it is love or not I
don’t know. Nor do I know what I can rouse in you. There is heaven and
madness for some man. I am sure of that--but I--well, let all that go
for the present. In the mean time I am your friend, remember that, and
Rogers is to take a back seat.”
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