The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
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He interrupted himself for a comment. “I am something like that myself.
I believe it’s a purely professional feeling. Carry one’s point whatever
it is. Normally I couldn’t kill a fly. My sensibility is too acute for
that. My heart is too tender also. Much too tender. I am a Republican.
I am a Red. As to all our present masters and governors, all those
people you are trying to turn round your little finger, they are all
horrible Royalists in disguise. They are plotting the ruin of all the
institutions to which I am devoted. But I have never tried to spoil your
little game, Rita. After all, it’s but a little game. You know very
well that two or three fearless articles, something in my style, you
know, would soon put a stop to all that underhand backing of your king.
I am calling him king because I want to be polite to you. He is an
adventurer, a blood-thirsty, murderous adventurer, for me, and nothing
else. Look here, my dear child, what are you knocking yourself about
for? For the sake of that bandit? _Allons donc_! A pupil of Henry
Allègre can have no illusions of that sort about any man. And such a
pupil, too! Ah, the good old days in the Pavilion! Don’t think I claim
any particular intimacy. It was just enough to enable me to offer my
services to you, Rita, when our poor friend died. I found myself handy
and so I came. It so happened that I was the first. You remember, Rita?
What made it possible for everybody to get on with our poor dear Allègre
was his complete, equable, and impartial contempt for all mankind. There
is nothing in that against the purest democratic principles; but that
you, Rita, should elect to throw so much of your life away for the sake
of a Royal adventurer, it really knocks me over. For you don’t love him.
You never loved him, you know.”
He made a snatch at her hand, absolutely pulled it away from under her
head (it was quite startling) and retaining it in his grasp, proceeded to
a paternal patting of the most impudent kind. She let him go on with
apparent insensibility. Meanwhile his eyes strayed round the table over
our faces. It was very trying. The stupidity of that wandering stare
had a paralysing power. He talked at large with husky familiarity.
“Here I come, expecting to find a good sensible girl who had seen at last
the vanity of all those things; half-light in the rooms; surrounded by
the works of her favourite poets, and all that sort of thing. I say to
myself: I must just run in and see the dear wise child, and encourage her
in her good resolutions. . . And I fall into the middle of an _intime_
lunch-party. For I suppose it is _intime_. Eh? Very? H’m, yes . . . ”
He was really appalling. Again his wandering stare went round the table,
with an expression incredibly incongruous with the words. It was as
though he had borrowed those eyes from some idiot for the purpose of that
visit. He still held Doña Rita’s hand, and, now and then, patted it.
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