The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
I forgot myself in watching her. I had never seen anybody speak with
less play of facial muscles. In the fullness of its life her face
preserved a sort of immobility. The words seemed to form themselves,
fiery or pathetic, in the air, outside her lips. Their design was hardly
disturbed; a design of sweetness, gravity, and force as if born from the
inspiration of some artist; for I had never seen anything to come up to
it in nature before or since.
All this was part of the enchantment she cast over me; and I seemed to
notice that Mills had the aspect of a man under a spell. If he too was a
captive then I had no reason to feel ashamed of my surrender.
“And you know,” she began again abruptly, “that I have been accustomed to
all the forms of respect.”
“That’s true,” murmured Mills, as if involuntarily.
“Well, yes,” she reaffirmed. “My instinct may have told me that my only
protection was obscurity, but I didn’t know how and where to find it.
Oh, yes, I had that instinct . . . But there were other instincts and
. . . How am I to tell you? I didn’t know how to be on guard against myself,
either. Not a soul to speak to, or to get a warning from. Some woman
soul that would have known, in which perhaps I could have seen my own
reflection. I assure you the only woman that ever addressed me directly,
and that was in writing, was . . . ”
She glanced aside, saw Mr. Blunt returning from the hall and added
rapidly in a lowered voice,
“His mother.”
The bright, mechanical smile of Mr. Blunt gleamed at us right down the
room, but he didn’t, as it were, follow it in his body. He swerved to
the nearest of the two big fireplaces and finding some cigarettes on the
mantelpiece remained leaning on his elbow in the warmth of the bright
wood fire. I noticed then a bit of mute play. The heiress of Henry
Allègre, who could secure neither obscurity nor any other alleviation to
that invidious position, looked as if she would speak to Blunt from a
distance; but in a moment the confident eagerness of her face died out as
if killed by a sudden thought. I didn’t know then her shrinking from all
falsehood and evasion; her dread of insincerity and disloyalty of every
kind. But even then I felt that at the very last moment her being had
recoiled before some shadow of a suspicion. And it occurred to me, too,
to wonder what sort of business Mr. Blunt could have had to transact with
our odious visitor, of a nature so urgent as to make him run out after
him into the hall? Unless to beat him a little with one of the sticks
that were to be found there? White hair so much like an expensive wig
could not be considered a serious protection. But it couldn’t have been
that. The transaction, whatever it was, had been much too quiet. I must
say that none of us had looked out of the window and that I didn’t know
when the man did go or if he was gone at all. As a matter of fact he was
already far away; and I may just as well say here that I never saw him
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